♥ Thursday, April 24, 2003
mUuAhAHa... it's been days since i updated my blog.... read freaky things on eugene's blog... and read sweet stuffs on audrey and guang rong's blog... so many emotions i had after reading each and every missed out posted blogs...
i am missing so much in life... band, band... and more band.... we have cancelled a few practices even though the school reopened from SARSDAYs... i wonder if anyone would forget the crescendos and staccatos.. the mezzopianos and the fortefortes... more cancelled band practices are yet to come... haiz... ¦:( furthermore, we postponed the SYF date to JULY! gosh... it's either we improve or we "deprove"( wadeva it is...) ! the result will either be a positive or a negative.... why cant it be forever more be on the bright side?!?!? i know we WILL get a gold. cuz i know i have improved. so much i dunno how much. ¦:b so even a lousy flute player like me have improved, other better players would have improved to a higher standard! somethimes i see li jun, mei qi and timothy playing, i get so tempted to break their flutes so that i would be the best... like... mUuAhaHahA!!! but... HAIZ.... but there would be left a lousy ugly pathetic sarcastic lame stupid disguisting bitchy flautist left in the section... like eEeEwWwWw!!! GROSS! haha, i think that i suck... but sometimes i would think the positive side... like i am not pretty but i say i am.... KINDA STUFF... like eEeEeEeEeEeEeEwWwWwWwW!!! if anyone who reads this and thinks that wat i said was positively true, GO TO HELL. u aint perfect either. so dun think i am terribly ugly when u havnt looked at urself in the mirror. everyone is beautiful ok! ¦:D mUuAhaHahAhAha...
love is like a toilet bowl... a person comes to it urgently and leaves it when he/she has finish using it... audrey's story is so sweet and cool... it is easy to fall for someone and difficult to fall out for someone... (but it is when u really love one person..) especailly when u said u do not love him and the next thing is, u saw him in a mall and he talks to u furthermore, looking into ur eyes with his captivating eyes... aint that cool?!?!? has anyone in band kissed before?! seriously i think most of us are virgin kissers.... except for guang rong (shall not say who i saw him kissing!), this girl that told me she kissed before, zhi jian doesnt look like a virgin kisser.. mUuAhaAhaHa... dun get incensed when u see this... wei jian, i saw with my bare eyes, he kissed aaron on the lips!!! eEeEeEwWwWw!!! this is such a disturbing thought.. uRp (copyright from cat)... i am so influenced by the tv... especailly the bachelor.. i wished someone could kiss me!! how sweet... mUuAhaHAhahA... like i have to DREAM ON!!!
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