falling in love...
argh... why is all my frens in love...?! i mean almost all.. haiz.. mebbe i think i have a bad love life.. haha.. ¦b cheer up wendy... dun cry!!! i almost cried today.. hahah.. dun ask why... i cant be bothered to repeat that...
u haven been smiling the same smile and saying the usual hello that we would... i gave u my most caring smile and the friendliest hello but all u did was glared back at me and then gave me the "wat the hell are u staring at" kinda look... are u like tat or u juz cant be bothered that i ever existed.i was too scared to appraoch u bcuz u gave me tat look. will this be a habit for u to stare at me like tat? issit bcuz u hate me for being wif her? she is my fren as well. i know i am selfish. but think of the times when i was wif u and i TOTALLY ignored and neglected her. and all i think about everyday is juz to be wif u, hang out wif u and be around u. juz bcuz i aint wif u does not mean i will leave u... u know i love u, i loved u and i will always love u. i wont forget u until i die. the precious moments we spent would be treasured no matter wat circumstances. so trust and believe in me. i hope u would give me the caring smile and the simple hello that u used to, it wont kill u will it? or u have disregarded me as ur fren? if yes, then forget about all the past, the times i shared wif u and sincerely hope u will start life in a fresh beginning..


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