oh my gaw! it is since like 2 months since i updated!!! SORRY PEEPS! mUAhAhHAhah... well.. i have 2 joys to share wif all the pple who WILL READ my blog.. THE Temasek Wind Ensemble Got a Gold for SYF!!!! it is like 3 days ago since we got the gold.. BUT STILL!!! the happiness tat i am feeling now and will always feel will not be gone... it is my ever BIG THING to achieve at least some results... REAL GOOD RESULTS TOO... THE T.W.E ROCKS BIG TIME! second is... well... the guy i like, likes me!!! mUahAHhAhhahAH.. pple, dun ask me who... cuz u WONT know him... there has been negatives stuff revolving around me... but WHO CARES... all i have to think about is the ensemble tat went up the stage and... VAaAaaaAp! and wat tat came out was... music and passion... i can tell tat for those who cried really hard on the day they announced the gold were those tat worked really hard in their mistakes... and were glad tat we achieved a distinction tat we were dreaming for years... for those who did not cry were those who r stronger in both music and character... worked equally hard... and they knew tat we did it and there was nothing to be crying over for... it was a simply remarkable experience for me. i knew if i played a wrong note, we might straight away get a silver.. i was trembling all over... but i had control over it.. i knew we did pretty well for tales of the sea... so i turned over to timothy and smiled to him... all he gave me was the weak and nervous smile.. then i realised.. it wasnt only me who was really nervous.. almost everyone was.. i smiled to the judges.. mUAahAHhaha... i was trying to act calm.. i looked at the audience while playing American Riversongs.. i knew i shudnt have done tat but i wanted to see the reaction if they were moving like how i would usually move when i hear MUSIC.. u know music.. like wat we played on the SYF day.. i dunno whether the bandits are still happy tat we got a distinction... I AM! gosh.. it really has been a long distance since we took off and had a new instructor... all the unforgettable crying we had when mr chew said he din want to conduct us.. when i think of it... it juz makes me feel so upset.. WELL... it's the past.. juz hope the SYF in the next 2 years,the juniora, me and cat will/can/must/shall/may continue the distinction till forever!!! it has been a great being in band even though i am the weakest flautist in the main band... all the memorable stuffs tat i will not forget.. still very very very HAPPY!!! arGH... the stage, st.pats, the enemble playing... it juz cant be removed form my mind!!! hAhahhA.. gotta go all the way pple... dun get SWELL-HEADED!!! remember...

LOVE THE BANDITS LOADS, MY FAMILY and THE GUY I LIKE... mUAhhahAHhahHA... ;)
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