Me, Myself and I
there is something rweally wrong with me. i dunno wat issit. well.. i think it is almost everything. i am born with stupidity, ugliness and differences. i look rwite in the mirror and told the person infront of me "excuse me, would you please make way so tat i could see myself?". i rweally din know one has so many flaws. it seems tat i am humble to some people and to cat and gang, i am THICK SKINNED. recently, i saw this quote, "stop being humble.u're not tat great.".. it rweally told me something.. i was great! muahahahah... now, i am not humble.. i always tell new friends tat i looked terrible and told them, "if u look at me, u would think of the sea." they would then reply with a why... i would then say "cuz it makes u wanna puke..".. i was being low self-esteemed.. not too much of the humble part.. but.. when i go out with my close friends, they would start a conversation and say "i think a lot of pple likes lynn cuz she is cute." i replied and said, " i am not cute. i am adorable in the inside." cuzya know why? cute means ugly but adorable.. well.. i am trying to say, i am not ugly.. wat's wrong wif me? can somebody point ur finger at me and lead me to the light? i am so... ermz.. kinda person. i have an attitude, i am ugly compared to my two freaking b.e.a.utiful sisters, i am one of the worse student in class compared to the rest of my classmates, i am a stupid piece of shit who simply cant study,i am a disrespecful bitch, and most of all almost everybody hates me!!! i am a loser, a disappointment(sorry for the wrong spelling),a miser,a failure, a all-rounder failure.


i look at myself in the mirror and tell her, "hey u bitch infronta me, will u stop giving me tat stupid look? u stop giving me tat fucked up face or i'll give u a freaking slap rwite across ur face. so u think u're tat pretty?! look at urself in the mirror! come on, who are u to give me tat eye? u betta watch out."

i hate me. and sometimes, i like me. i hate me for being such an ugly looking bitch. i hate not looking like my sisters. i hate having different names from them. i hate my stupidity. BUT!!! i love me for being soOoO friendly, positive and mebbe... QUITE liked by pple.. but as for some 'arses' who dislike me for being such a bitch, look at urself before 'disliking' me. u have ur fucking flaws too.. fuck off and check urself out.
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