Dissapointed..

I dun get why people do things that they will regret or have done things to make themselves regret. i mean, if you dared to do it then, c'mon, why be apologetic and feel remorsed? You have already made the person felt the way and believe it that it will be that way you would feel forever.
He said it, there is no way he could turn things back. all i can do is believe that, that is that and nothing can be changed. i too, feel greatly "impacted" and shocked. why did a gentleman like you say something like that to me. it was something of the past that no one would remember only me. you aimed it at me and shot me right through my.. "whatever-that-is-supposed-to-be". some of you went against me. shocked though. there is nothing i can do so why do this?
i do what i want and nobody can control me. because "life is all about being you". why change for someone else when you dont live life for him? "you dont change for someone else but for you yourself".
Truth to be told, cried over that someone out there. knew that the things i'd do would upset that stranger who cares. cried for 3 nights of the new years' day while listening to the love actually disc. i wasnt crying because i din know what to do. i cried because i knew what i will be doing and i knew it would hurt that stranger who cares after all that he has done. yah.. that's it. cant believe that i would cry for someone that i know i would hurt. afterall, i am not that selfish that SOME PEOPLE think i would be.
YOU SAID IT, SO WHY APOLOGISE? OH WHATEVER! *angry face >:c*
i dun feel anything if you ignore me, because i know i have done what i wanted to.

dont think a lot of people will be reading this because have not updated since the last year and THEN,suddenly updated my blog.. so.. whoever who's reading this have fun!!!

~(H0co|a+e~
LyNnEtte (the name you wonderful musicians gave me)
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