its been a while since i last updated my blog yeah..? heh.. oh well.. here i am again.. and.. yes.. i am going to taiwan, on the 14th to 28th of june.. as sheena announced.. and.. i will be NOT playing for the musical.. :.c i am so disappointed! i wanna perform for the musical.. but.. since i not going for the rehearsals, what posotion am i in to go and perform rwite?! hAiz.. oh well. my tone is getting airy. sucks totally. i needa bring the james gallway disc to taiwan?! listen non stop. mUAHhahahHAhhahahHa.. i love to be one of the best flautists in the band. but it seems that i am lacking in that. first is timothy, which no one can beat.. then florence.. and id say pin yi and pei yee.. are the thirds, who can play well technically but not much of the musical part. hAix. and so.. i am the forth one now. well.. why am i even talking bout this?! everyone knows it all rwite? hAiz.. :c i have the passion for music. yes i do. i guess.. everyone in the band loves music alot.. but lacks the knowledge of what it really is. i was comparing myself to the st pats guys in tone, tchnique and all.. i really suck man.. argh. and i have really tried hard to improve on my flute stuffs.. i suck in both academics and music. mr glosz did say.. people who are studious wont be too much of a musical person. and people who are musical.. arent too inclined in studying.. timothy is not!!! he is inclined in both. UNFAIR!!! on the contrary, i am all of the opposite.. :c this is a sad sad situation. i am ugly, stupid, retarded. i have no bright future. i have no interest in studying. i am not that inclined in music. i have no good figure. i am ugly. so what can i aspire to be when i am far far far away from... lets not say perfect.. i'll use the word good then. what will my ambitions be? copies 'body odour' :"what will 'i' be 10 years from now?" where would i be and all that crap.. oh well.. as i said in the band room that day.. 'she is (brackets)so who cares.' *shrugsandraisesonebrow* quote quote. *smiles* that's all for the day!!!

i peep at THE ONE with the corner of my eye.
THE ONE looks and smiles.
OH MY GOD. i am fainting.

mUHAhahahHHhhAHahHAhAHahhAH.. WOW. down with bengs and mats!!! Xb up with musicians, dancers, hockey players.. and KUNG FU FIGHTERS! "choodo chop" haaaaaiii-yaah! yeah!

. : : b l a c k g o t h v o o d o o d o l l : : .
~ihavetolearntobeindependantandstandonmyownfeet~
lYnN fU-livin in a world of euphoria, dementia and utopia.. and centuria?? mUAHhahHaHA..-
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