♥ Tuesday, July 27, 2004
you did not spoil my life.
you made it more colourful that is.
all i asked from you was the warmth you gave in every hug, the intimacy of every cuddle, the tenderness of every hand hold and the company of every second you gave to me. i wasnt patient enough to wait, hoping you would call me one fine day. i waited. for so long. yet you did not call at all. you said you cared about me? how about the the time you gave in to me were no more than 2 seconds. believe me. i did a count each day in the whole week you spent time with your bowling balls, and the time you spent your time with me. hmmmm. werent i correct to say that? no more than 2 seconds. -pauses- (stupid ants crawling around my table!!! spoil my atmosphere sia!!! *piak*) -continues- i did get a lot from you. a lot. but what i gave you in return would be enough to compensate. i gave in.. but THAT was to the extent of too much. trust me. no one has ever got so close to me in my life. no one. ¦b you're lucky number one. but.. you had gone over the moon (correct idiom?) to think that i will go on my knees and beg you to come back. no. i wont. when i say it is one, it will be one. no one can persuade me to do two. get it? just learn from your mistakes and never ever repeat them.-pauses- (there are still ants..*piak* *piak* *piak*) -continues- come what may for whatever's future. let it be for whatever's gone and over. (sounds correct.. self-made quote) *smiles* oh well.. let bygones by bygones.. just enjoy life from that very pause and continue.its like, everyone trips on a note and stands back up playing another correct tune. no one trips on a note and never plays again. rwite? hope this entry sounds correct and all..
it'd be embarrassing if it doesnt..
i never regretted being with you. understand now?
entice in the past
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doollaly snazzy ladyship in vogue
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