look at what we have today!!!
i din know what will happen by doing that because i always do it to the other girls.
NO ONE has ever screamed at me for doing it.
and nobody will. she's the first, UNLUCKILY. she probably talked behind my back in the house. telling people what i did that made her oh-so-unhappy, how sucky and shitty i am and all.. i am numbed towards this. numbed. i hate it.

that's what friends are for? grudged for a little thing done that's considered.. eurgh. whatsoever. dont i do it to 'esperanca'? eurgh. oh well. she is queen. i am slave. whatever. i will get my arse off everything else.
she has her always-there-for-her-friends. good for her. i dont have. so whatever. anyway, they like her more than they like me.. she has a nice boyfriend and i dont.. i am irritating, ugly, fat, mutated, disfigured, evil, malevolent, abhorrent, stupid, ugly, fat, immature, sacarstic, bitchy, grotesque, nasty, slag, slutty, obnoxious, execrable, fat, loathesome, ugly, revolting, devilish, nefarious, callous, ugly, killjoy, schmuck, doofus, doer, bovine, ugly, hare-brained, ill-advised, ludicrous, senseless, ugly, asinine, nonsensical, ridiculous, imprudent and i can go on and on.. so.. oh well.. what can i say. everybody hates me. except ann. I THINK. hahaha.

S: "she din ask us."
M: "yah, i know.."
S: "she doesnt ask.. then.. let's go home!"
M: "she wont ask la.. nvm..we go out with mok they all la.."

hahaha, if you bear grudges at your friends(i wouldnt dare say best) for just hitting your butt, why doesnt <-alvan<- get angry at you squeezing her breast with mighty strength and force? dont you do it just for fun either?

OH WELL! i am friendless la. FRIENDLESS.
and.. we did go out with mokhsein after that.. i mean.. not only him. hahaha.. so fun can?! like.. 16 people went to eat $1 chicken rice!!! i ordered a $2 duck rice.. which happens to have only skin and bones. and ALOTA rice. so jinxed can.. hahaha.. but weili also ate the duck rice which had more meat than mine!! HAHAHA! so crap can?! sadly, munah and gang not there.. hahah.. there was weili, farhana, kaisiang, shahul, astley, vincent, dennis, stanley, mokh, syafiq, khairul, nazirul, sheena, justin and one more person.. erm.. OOPS. hahaha.. went hope sraight away.. catnapped.. supposed to be mugging now. but..ok.. i am going off!!! go study now. MUST BE THE TOP... 10? it is not imposhibble copies Mr Yong. ¦b hhAhAHhahhAHhAHhaHA! bluagh*

`stillbeingthemeialwaysam.idosyncratic.
LYNNETTE.
i am missing zat already..!!!! :c dont go zat. can skip ns a nort?! haiz.
u sec 1s juz dunno how cute he is k. he is really nice. but u all haven reached his heart to be loved by him.
u guys... haiz... obstinate buncha kids. hahaha, like every sec 1s. except my batch!!! weEeEeee!!! we rawk!

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