oh.. YAAY! my blog is working once again thanks to my sister.. TAH-duh-duh-DAH-duh-DAH!~
and sorry vince for bothering you in whatsoever ways.. sorry..!

`WHOOPEEDEEDOO!!!!**

i have so much to express yet i cant express myself in words..
i am here, all alone to help myself since the person who made me fall left me to pick myself up.
this melancholy that i have to face alone, is bringing me down, breaking me up.
i am gonna collapse soon.
the pimples, the during menses stress, the melancholy, the teachers, the exams. YOU. everything.
but well.. my darling sister (the 1st one) is getting engaged next tuesday.
i browsed through the dresses..
but nothing seems to suit me. mUAHhAHAhahAHhahahahA..
it seems like.. i have no worries, no tears, no fears.. nothing..
right?
nah.. i am just.. casting it aside.. pretending to be strong..
the mask of facade is soon tearing apart, i have to mend things by myself.
since i stand all alone.
NO BAND, NO LIFE. i MUST see the going-to-graduate-GRADUATES. soon.
~NOW.~
and if the sky falls down on me, i'd be here to push the skies up.
since nothing can make me strong, but myself.
watch passion of the christ.. and EMBRACE.
it'd make you stronger. trust me.
that's what happened to me. C; and my sista if i aint wrong.
if he could overcome the pain when he was human,
why cant i? -believeinmiracles-

`the joie de vivre___**


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