i am gonna be a voluntary worker when i grow a lil older.
gonna work for the elderly AND the orphans. how bout that?!
well.. i said i was gonna be miss perfect. an SHEENA,
miss universe DOES NOT do voluntary work.
maybe SOME.. but not all right?
being pretty and intelligent does not mean they are kind hearted!!
gotcha! so yea.. i am gonna do boluntary work and be a nice person.
and improve my.. erm.. looks.. and and and..
alot more to improve on. rarrgh.
i am so bored.


I miss ALON AND MATTAN!!! not so much of amihaine and gom gom..

haiz. i am so happy that alona and mattan actually remembers US*.
and what, gomgom hardly recognises us. amihaine.. we din really communicate much.
only that photo and.. erm.. lil bit of talking.
well.. for alon and mattan. they were doing so much of the sesame sauce.
playing with it and all. hahahahahhahahahah~ so cute.
sheena, listen. ALON IS MINE! hahahahahahahahahahhah~
i am going nuts about this. rarrgh! they are like friggin rich..
guess what? a girl named ronnie, spent almost US$1000 in a week.
how bout that? and.. adriel's baby eliya, bought a camera especially for this trip.
and his father went into the shop and said "give me the best camera in the shop"
bought the camera and left. and what? eliya is one of the poorest in the group of israelis that came. like.. WHAT THE HELL?!?! i wanna be someone rich. someone who spends money like erm.. sand?

haiz. truth be told, my family is on the verge of breaking down.
we are almost broke. even 10 cents to my parents, are good money.
hahahahahahahahah~ how sweet. i am working and my pay is gonna be so totally low.
know why? i only worked 4 days in 2 weeks.
how high can my pay be? bah. oh wells.

and yaay! luv, sheena, cat and me will all be working in pp!
like.. all together!

whoopeedeedoo!!

how fun can that be? and i am assigned to work with luvena on thursday and friday.
yes, TOGETHER.. well.. i prefer to work with her than that SABRAN..
who thinks i am a lil innocent girl. i've yet to show my mask.
i`m just acting angelic. muahahahahahahahaha!~
but seriously, i dont talk much if i dont know the person well..
that`s me. what to do right?!?!

yawns. i just realised.. some guys are friggin jerks, dorks..
whatsoever the girls` call em.
its like.. beauty is only skin deep!
why do they only go for looks?!?!? WHY?!
or breasts.. aka BOOBS/TITS.
eurgh. i must find someone like nick.
or bomber.. or alon. wahahahahahahahahahahahah~
(the fact that he actually initiated to hug me when they were already leaving..)
weeeee~ that feeling was great. absolutely.. magnificent.. fabulous..
too bad sheena din get to hug him cuz lil sheena was SHY... awww~
muahahahahahahahahah~
alonalonalonaloalonalonalonalonalonalon.

yawns. i am getting a lil tired..
i worked 7 hours today. but was fun..
meet new colleagues. and there is this 18 year old chef.
18 year old and what.. CHEF.. hmmmm~
i like.. can cook.. muahahahahahahahahah~
like. i cant cook for nuts and balls sake`s.
well.. i din wanna flaunt this but oh well..
eric was pulling strings. hahahahahahahahahahah~
thanks mr funghi/algae specs. i appreciated it.
BUT, cat, luv, sheena, zhian, em, I AM GONNA STAY SINGLE.
i dont need a ring. i dont need a man. i just need better brains & looks.
to be a successful woman, must have brains!!!
i am miss independant/perfect. muahahahahahahahah~


so.. so long, till now!!!
blessed be and make love, NOT war!


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