♥ Monday, October 11, 2004
i am hogging the computer at such a late hour..
THAT LIZARD. yes.. it came into my room again.
and the last time it did that was.. that time..
the only thing that is missing is the phone call from him.
this is almost a dejavu. if he was on the phone talking to me.
it's crazy. i'm still actually talking bout him.
i should be hating him for what he has done and what he left me with.
a puddle of tears. oh well. at least i've straightened out..
imma wise! =] or am i ?
i'm kinda stupid. what cat said is true but i wont totally agree with her.
she has her reasons and i have mine.
haven you heard...?
"it takes a day to like someone, a week to be crazy over someone,
a month to be with that someone, and a year to forget someone" ?
or probably.. yearS.. with the S.. uh huh.
i wanna run through through the jungle with the wind in my hair.
forget all this crazy thoughts of wanting it back.
yah, no more "I WANT YOU BACK" like he said it.
it was only a matter of 3 days that he changed his mind.
yes. 3 days. and he sounded so serious when he said it.
WILD.
i wonder if any guys feel guilty doing this fuck to girls.
but luckily, i forgive and forget. i'm trying to be great.. HAHAHA..
i'm changing myself for the better.. since i'm not good enough.
i wannabe miss perfect. YES, miss perfect.
but still, everyone is a broken bucket.
everyone leaks a lil water, everyone has at least a flaw. =]
forgive me if i've done evil unto you.
i've sinned, and you did too.
by taking revenge wont do good to any parties.. so might as well..
forget it, treat it as a obstacle that you HAD to take.
and then, train yourself to make yourself better than before!
wise aint i? anyhoos, I LOVE SYLVSTER SIM.
therefore, i announce mr sylvester sim and mrs lynn sim HUSBAND AND WIFE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . . . .
WILD THOUGHTS.
anyhoos, i've got myself a job at parkway parade pasta mania. =]
stupiefied? flabbegasted? YES, LYNN IS GONNA WORK.
hopefully i will work. i'll probably flustered if i had to wash all the dishes for ONLY 30 minutes.
go there support me! mUahaAhahHAhAHah.. this is crazy.
i am actually gonna work. - -ll know why?
occupy time and make myself get serious. o_O?
as in do things seriously and not.. namby pamby kinda person..?
and maybe imma gonna take up wushu?
anyone interested join with me. or, tell me where to find a good SHI FU.
see? lynn is already changing! YOU SHOULD TOO!
YAAY. support mrs sim.
man this is gonna be a tough year. HAHAHAH.
~immagoingalildemented**
loving mr sylvester sim.
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