TO CATHERINE TAY LI JUN

firstly, what did i say to offend you? why talking so harshly? you're speaking like.. "what the fuck is your problem you SLUT?!" you are not becoming like maoTU? oh, save it. ask sheena and luvena. we always talk bout you two. and we came to a conclusion that you are becoming like her. not yet HER.. yea. and, i din say you din piss him off. in fact, you always do don`t you? and i said, i might become like you. but NAH (NOT NOW). did i say wrong? and what's with you saying i'll be an old hag who wont marry? well.. even if i don`t marry, the problem won`t be because nobody wants me.. but the problem will be i don`t wanna marry. like now. i don`t wanna be owned by someone. neither do i wanna have the status of being "ATTACHED". like you. and zhian. i am a free soul. he treats you well. like duh~ who does not know?! and you're dissing me with what you said on YOUR blog. how nice aye? i din mean to even piss you off with my previous entry. but no idea why you're speaking in sucha tone. and that totally pisses me off. and, so far, i have only come across TWO boyfriends. NOT YET experienced any boyfriend who will treat me better than nicholas. but in the future i will have one that will definitely treat me better than nicholas. in fact, the person has always been there. its only that.. i don`t have feelings for him YET and i don`t wanna start a TRUE relationship YET. i am NOT princessy or full of myself. i said to ALL GIRLS. not only me. thus, i am just having a feminist idea. ahem* excuse me. me? retribution? ahah. cursing me already? that`s fast. how foul can you get? besides, who knows who is fucking maoma and who is fucking maotu? these people don`t even exist. UNLESS, you admit you`re that person with that awful sounding name. i bet zhian DOES NOT wanna have that maoTU title to herself. haha~ can`t resist laughin at that 'name'. and i repeat, i DID NOT say i won`t become like you. i said, wonder if i`ll become like you. blabla~ time will tell. like.. duh~ and.. i may get cheated (wait, is this ANOTHER CURSE?), but not a million times. well.. i don`t exactly accept ALL the guys who chooses to woo me. out of 15, i'd choose 1. so if there`d be a million guys.. erm.. you do the counting YOURSELF. so what if i was ditched by the two former boyfriends i had? i can`t really be bothered. well.. except for the most recent one.. rarrgh. oh c`mon. who was the one who told you nicholas loves you the most and all? it was me. and you? you THOUGHT he really did give you up. i know nicholas feelings. i can tell TRUE feelings better than you do. so what if i haven experienced true love tahla tahla tahla.. i have seen my TWO sisters who fall in and out of love every now and then. and what? my eldest sis is married. the man she married wasnt her love from secondary school. she was like me. he was always there, trying all his best to get her.. but she rejects him and goes steady with other guys. she ditched them and one ditched her(I THINK).. and blablabla.. and now?! she is with the man who chased her from secondary school until last year, they got together.. and now, they`re engaged. the one you marry won`t neccessarily be the one you were with in your sec school days. see.. maybe, i`d get marry with J. i mean. who knows. so grow up. don`t tell me you know more than me. yes.. you do know more bout what true love is. but i know more about what is true love. get the difference? everyone is a broken bucket. i won`t say i`m all shrewd than you are. but you can`t criticise and call me a slut.
lalala~ i don`t wanna start a fight. or quarrel with you.. cuz what i said wasn`t out to diss you. i was just.. saying what i think. anyhoos, this is MY blog.. surely i am entitled to share my views and be open about my thoughts? and the focus of the previous entry was about work. how did all these turn out to make you angry? i guess you`re a lil too sensitive. that sentence could even put you up into a rage and make you type all that. i shall forgive you. maybe you`re too stressed. i`m cool. haha~ so, will you, sit back and relax?! and not curse me. your entry ain`t nice at all. and, i won`t go after 'pearls' anymore. only if someone offers it, and if i admire that particular pearl, i`d accept it(even if the pearl was fake). men will always be men, i agree. but not all men are the same.

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