omg. its been that long since i last updated. almost 2 weeks. eurgh. been so friggin occupied with band and work.. can`t even find a wee bit time for chill-outs. is this cool or this is cool? i`ve never been so busy in my life. what (or what`s?) more, i haven seen my family members for pretty long. it`s like. i din even know nik had a new hairdo. their always back at midnight. i don`t even have anyone to talk to.. anyone to accompany me through the lonely/boring/alone nights.. i don`t love anyone (except him).. i`m a freak. ok cat, now your curse have worked on me. HAPPY? i`ll be an old hag who won`t marry. eurgh. i should turn myself into some nerd. like shandi, antp? she`s cool, i think. ok, enough with crap loads. i have to friggin buck up since the concert is round the corner. christmas too. who gives a fuck bout my birthday. eurgh. whatever! oh well.. gtg. i am gonna live my no-life life. byeeeee.. i`m off to watch the television. (not programmes. i`ll just stare at the black tv screen).

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