i've decided NOT to put too much time into doing stuffs SO relentlessly that will not work out.

thusfar, i've learnt
"the greatest thing, one will learn in life, is NOT to love and NEVER be loved in return.."
how sweet? cuz you know what? the person who i am in love with will never love me and the people who loves me, will never make me be IN love with them. getit? no? haha~ yea, i'm upset/depressed/hurt/wounded/stabbed/dejected/crestfallen/heavy-hearted/in the doldrums but.. RARRGH. and so i've straightened my thoughts. cat sure will be happy to hear this. I THINK. c: i think i'll become feminist and lesbian. haha~ i'm jabbering, don't mind me.

no man's ever worth a woman's tears. LALA~ farhana & cat don't cry for them anymore.
men and women both cry. when a man crys, his tears come from his eye ducts.
but when a woman crys, her tears come from her heart. HAHA~
my heart's flooded and so are my lungs. OH WELLOS. as though anyone would ever be able to repair my pipes. no. no one.

i'm supposed to live on life to the fullest. i'm not wasting anymore time. it's my O levels see. O levels puhlease. the word STRESS is all over me.

OMG, the karang guni man just walked pass and chanted like a monk. :s

let me teach YOU(whoever you are) a neologism.
demagogue: person who wins support by appealing to popular feelings and prejudices. demagogic, adj demagogy, n
COOL HUH!!! like, never even seen this word before.

bah.. if someone had to save me from this misery, it could only be _______. (fill in the blanks) ROY, help. i need to bite someone.
CAT, i need to lie on your 'chest'. -burstsoutlaughing- c:



bruised and battered by ur words dazed and shattered now it hurts havent i always loved u?
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