today our school had our sports meet with ngee ann, dunman high and chung cheng. well, as usual, we got the least prizes and yea, we won the cheer competition.. and thanks to munah, faezah, shahul, marc, cat and i, we were all screaming our lungs out. from the beginning, it was only cat, munah and i. not so much of faezah. :b heh. emily made an attempt in the end, but she couldnt memorise the competition cheer. love emily to bits and pieces. she has been the one talking to me so far. haha. oh wells. as i was saying,.. it won't be surprising if people thought that i was either demented or disgraceful. cuz none of 'em were actually cheering at all. so much for a "GOOD" school. no one was even cheering for the competitors. - -ll i was screaming shouting jumping, gleefully hoping that we could win. whilst the rest was sitting, eating chips, fanning themselves, playing CHESS, shunning the sun.. and so on so forth. what is wrong with the bond in this school now? i've been experiencing really bad situations of late. it just pisses me of that WE'RE actually senior, we're the HYPERactive one, and the juniors are trying to act OH-SO-they'renot COOL. EURGH. it doesn't matter if i stand in front of the whole school, reprimanded by the teacher, cuz i know i did no wrong. afterall, he did apologise for being hot-tempered. it WAS embarrassing but still, i don't find it disgraceful, i stood up. WE DIN DO WRONG.

*if ALL of YOU find me a disgrace, and ALL of YOU care is 'face', you are your own biggest disgrace.
(getit?) i'm implying that since you all care about this thing called "MIAN ZHI" indirectly translated as face, you know FACE.. you are a disgrace cuz you're U G L Y . inside out, outside in. still don't get it? NEVERMIND. dumb.

about band, i don't wanna speak anymore. i shall remain mum and keep my lambastes to myself. if THAT is what makes you HAPPY. while i be my gay self. satisfied? good. or so i assume, everyone hates me. you know what? i care no more. i've given up that lil ray of light in that long tunnel. i surrender. NOW, i dread having band. ME?!?! LYNN FU XUAN LIN, dreads B A N D ? yes, this is the first in your entire life you're hearing this. haha~ it's not like anyone cares. maybe it is just ME. but my expectations of what my band gives me is what i've given and put into it. and he says " band is a cca where all the fucked up and gay people go to", i argued back. c: but eventually, agreed. HAHA~ if i was still sec 3, i'd hate HIM forever and NOT talk to him lo.
i'm childish and immature. whatever you like to say. i'm still afterall me.
how high have you an authority does not matter to me. i'm still senior, and ought to save me some respect. i might not be be important in any way but remember, if you hate me, i detest and abhor you. XD
your presence and absence does not matter to me at all. you think vice versa, wait, who cares?! @*#!^$%*$@!

*we are at it again, but i really dont care anymore. you've never trusted me ever since you THOUGHT i let the cat outta the bag. truth be told, i never did (the cat died in the bag). you trust him more than you ever did trust me. dumb.

till next time.
WAIT!!!!!
5U-pperclass/berglam/nity, i HAVEN'T finish uploading the photos. million apologies! i'll get it done soon. but SOME of the photos are up. around 50 of 'em. mostly is MY own pictures though. hahaha~ http://cheerfu.mypicgallery.com. k? c: make do with it. will put up the chalet photos SOON SOON SOON. :b
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