♥ Monday, May 30, 2005
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ohoh, report card was. - -ll NOTHING TO SAY. i shant say anything. :c saddening, VERY VERY. sighs. oh btw, i was thinking of something to blog, but i forgot. so many things on my mind right now. is it the BREAKING UP PERIOD? how come relationships are torn and tattered, friendships bruised and battered. . . ? boo~ i mean, SERIOUSLY. it isn't a good thing. judgement day's nearing, people stay together aiite? i don't mind dying for the world, but i DON'T want to die. i'd miss everything good on earth. be it the ALL FLUNK test results, mom's nagging, nik's occasional cold war and all the hatred people have in me. hurhur. i'm really happy that nik loves me SOOOO much. i love her too. i just want
YOU TO QUIT SMOKING. stop it. PUH-LEASE.. i know she may not spend A LOT on me during her trip to taiwan, at least she bought me something. i really wasn't expecting anything from her.
the occasional this and thats of my life. i love my life. (: no one will have such a good life. i know i may not be as rich as you rich people out there.. nor am i as hardworking as any of you.. i still lead an eventful life. muahahahahaha.. be it when i'm single or not. know why? i have SOOOO many people who loves me. i'm TRULY BLESSED. (:
though i may not be the prettiest thing on earth, im beautiful too, like cat. heehee-
cat, i'd second your self-proclaimation. hahaha. :b
on the contrary, people who think they are truly beautiful, self-proclaimed-most-of-the-time and erm.. well, you get what i mean.. are the ones who are. . . hmm..
A TOTAL TURN-OFF. hurhur. not being mean but honest and frank. like say.. my sister's friend/foe (i don't know, check out my sister's friendster) named MYA, omg- she is SO *censored*. i wont give BAD remarks. you shall see for your own. she wrote a super revolting "testimonial" for my sis. SICK. blaggh.
oh, i smiled to this malay boy just now when i was in bus 14 and he was at the bus-stop. no, not because he's cute. i smiled cuz he was from the MUHAMMADIYA association. it's a school for the deaf. (: and so i smiled and he smiled back! wee~ and i felt so warm. i'm supposed to smile to him so that he'd feel warm instead. HAHAHA~ some people might not accept them as humans just because their disabled or handicapped but i on the other hand, think they are actually NICER humans compared to beings who have an abled-body and good 5 senses and blablabla.
i like to smile to people a lot. whether i know them or not. whether they like me or not. hurhur. I JUST REALISED. and i LOVE it when people smile back. i feel SO TOTALLY NICE. whether or not you like me, i'm still me. i won't begrudge, NOW. i don't wanna hate anyone. i'd just be neutral to all, and LOVEEEEEE those who loves me, TRULY. (: oh, i like to stare at cute boys too. HURHUR. no la. i'll stare at anyone who catches my attention. and when we start to exchange glances, we'd both laugh and look away. it's so fun. HA HA HA. not funny but VERY fun. XD weeheehee- maybe that'll be my new hobby, besides skating.
then i'd go
"HI, I'M LYNN, MY HOBBIES ARE SKATING AND STARING."LOVELOVE all. <3 *tc and have a smashing, rocking, whopping, happy, merry, joyous, YAAYNESS holiday!!! (:
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