am i needed for the band photo-taking session??


then i think again.. not.


the bond i have with it is now left by itself to rapidly
f a d e a w a y . . .


wait, is it me?
i used to have criticisms. but now im left with not even something to say.
dont care bout me. dont talk to me. dont even bother to look at me.
is that what you're doing?
what did i say? what have i done? what is it that was seriously my fault?
i mean, i've done nothing.
i'm glad you've found him, again.
i cried.
yes, i am sad. melancholic. dejected.


should i say, what happens to me is truly what i am responsible for?
im confused and im muddled why you're doing this to me.
afterall, it's not like you're THAT great.
you're just.. gr e a t .
great? get what i mean?
well. maybe some things arent meant to be forever.
but i though friendships are forever?
not for our case i guess.
you like it like that. . .
so be it. just let it be. come what may then.
11:20 PM;