faithfulynn.♥

♥ Monday, July 25, 2005

my three day LOADS of motivation camp.

one word. unbelievable. just the word to describe the camp.
i've never been through so much fun yet at the same time, cry SOOOO much.
why?
this one great man RAMESH MUTHUSAMY, and woman, CHERIE LIM.
wooooh~ went through A LOT of laughters the first day as ice breaker and stuffs.
second day, to start off, cherie told us about how to study and all.. super memory and stuffs like that. but when ramesh came in, he talked about HEROES IN OUR LIVES... and then some BIOLOGY.. how an ovary looks like and how WE become US. (: as he went on, he talked about pregenancy and our moms, going through the pain to give birth to us and slowly drags into our life, that we are champions.
we were the sperm who swam and finally got into the egg and finally, resulting in us.
suddenly he started shouting at us. it was an abrupt change of tone in him. full of anger, was it us? yes, it was all planned. he talked about touchy subjects. OUR PARENTS, how we treated our parents and what were we to do if they suddenly walk away from our lives. expected, we ALL(well almost the whole theatre of people) started crying and weeping.
he made us feel SOOOOO guilty. dammit. cry cry cry. the whole of 3 hours, we were crying.
UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT?
sighs. i'll never ever forget these few days. i was crying and crying and crying.
OH OH! he told people who has anger and hatred with each other to shake hands and apologise.
told them to cherish whatever they have before they slip away.

they finally ARE FRIENDS!!! cant believe that this one sentence from him was what i was trying to knock sense into these 2 people for 3 years. BAHHHH. yaay. cant believe. still cant. bahahahaha- i know they love each other alot, AS FRIENDS.. but they just keep cheating themselves. (: YAAY. super hyper after they hugged. hurhur- then everyone started hugging and apologising and thanking each other. XD i so love hugging!!!! (x wee~

third day was still huggy, i love you mood..
at the closing ceremony, parents came and again, CRYING cum closing ceremony.
bahahaha~ dad and mom din go but i still cried. the person who made me burst into tears was alvin and marc. then.. stopped crying.. then hugged all the teachers and yes, apologise and thank them. the teacher whom i was reluctant to hug made me BURST into tears man. really. i disliked and had phobia of seeing her. she hugged and told me "you can do it, i know that and you will make it. " i just BOOM and tears started flowing. SHE? said that to me was just unbelievable~ sighs. now i realise.. how i sucked.

from my family.. to my friends.. to teachers who have faith in me..
im sorry and thank you for being there. (: i've realised my grave mistake for not achieving what i can.
I'M A CHAMPION. (: i think, therefore i am.

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