yea yea.. Lynnzay's back, back again. Lynnzay's back, tell a friend. . . !


hey hey! ima bored. feel like blogging bout:
- today's racial harmony day celebration! (: whoopeedeedoo!
- the nkf ceo who got suuuuuuueeeddd...
- 10 things i love about him.


well, today's racial harmony day was darnit FUN! wore the sari sis nic bought for me and i looked like a kid adopted by an indian family. hurhur- cat too looked like a full-fleged(?) indian. bahahaha~ well. whole class was dressed in either indian, arab or malay suit. (: WHOLE class. so much fun taking photos during the contact time. mdm sharifah rocks. muntaz and munah looked gorgeous. sheena look like thai mix indian. zhian and emily was.. well. half indian half chinese. luvena..? sexy mama. tube top with a sari aka shawl over. mm hmm. i'll upload the photos asap. cat, i DONT have a card reader. ima sorry. x(


drama class is over..
now we're gonna take a step forward to the upcoming prelims.


NKF CEO? haha~ stupid. my dad always believed that money we donate WILL NOT be in the NKF funds. instead, a portion goes to the media. a weeny portion goes to the telecom services.. and yes, the rest of it goes to "NKF". yes, that is what he says. yea, national kidney foundation..... charity? organisation? fund? nope. it just goes to national kidney foundation aka that man who owns it. YES, he's being sued. god bless you "good" souls. it's bad to cheat people's money. it's worse to cheat people's money by presenting it with a facade that it's a good deed done. dang~ [oh, come to think of it, i have the NKF card. which i must go around "begging" for money. now, i've decided to just leave it at the 4 dollars mr jared oh donated. sad to say, this 4 dollars would be in the hands of the CEO, the pocket in his blouse, the food in his stomach. but if he gets sued down to the pants he wear, haha~ poor man. you enjoyed the luxury. it's time for you to repent.] and i wonder who is that smart chap who found out this clandestine. i SALUTE him/her. you are the NKF donaters and members hero. (: thank you, hero.


10 things i love about him:

(1) the way his palms wrap around mine. the paper and stone hand hold.
(2) when he comes all the way down to my house and fetches me to school though he lives 10-minutes-walk away from my school.
(3) the sweet and glib tongue he has. (sweet is nice. mushy is eww.)
(4) his ever-so-charming smile that makes MyEyeballs melt.
(5) the way his eyes talk to mine.
(6) his tender touch,(not private parts but just hands) hugs and kisses.
(7) his oh-so-surprising surprises.
(8) the really thoughtful for-no-reason gifts and poems he made up.
(9) things he says that totally don't concern me but still interests me.
(10) just him, his calls and how he makes my day all so wonderful and perfect.


i shouldn't have met you.
you are the cause of who and what i am today.
it's you, that im still stuck here.
it's you, that i can't find no other lover.
it's you, who have lied to me.
it's you, whom i'll only forgive.
if only i had met you later, it'll be better off for me. no, it is not that i want to or i chose to think of you. but whoever i've come across, no one fulfils my wants, it's only you who achieves it. no, i don't want you back. i just need someone to replace the you, that you've deeply etched in me. BAH. i hate you, but i love you and i can't stop thinking of you. x( you're my mr perfect. but we started to early. boo~ however, i've enjoyed being with you. thank you once and for all.
you're now like a stranger. oh well~ since it benefits you. win-lose situation. so i'm the loser here. what to do what to do?



the love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned.
since our love lasted like DAMN short.. i assume, it's the love that nobody else has received.
yaay~ now, i shall stop my love from lasting long, cuz it'll never be returned. one fine day, maybe.
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