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♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005

finally!!! you must be thinking.

a fresh new look. though it's plain and pink, it's my first attempt of making my own blogskin. not so much of a failure right? hmm.. only made some changes and used some random picture picked from the document's folder. gee.. i made this in 4 hours! - -ll that's hell load of a time taken out from my sleep. sheesh. i din even take that much time to do poa today. anyway, it's a good day today. (:

went to expo to study(new study area), and then at 8++, when we were all leaving, i was supposed to take the bus alone because sheena left me helpless with all the bedok people. however, the bedok people (cat, zhian, kaisiang and shahul) offered and accompanied me to the bus stop and we waited for the bus. it was pitch black for pete's sake, i could have died without them. so we waited and finally, the bus came, and it was almost empty. only one GUY was seated at the back so they were like shouting, "SIT AT THE FRONT!! SIT AT THE FRONT!!" hurhur. (x such nice people. so cutesy. <3

i love my life. i love my foo family. my eldest sis is getting married! woo, can't wait for that. (tim, no need for the wedding march already. ): boo.) dad's getting old and nice. mom's getting old and bitchy. nik is neutral, neither is she lovely nor nasty. still love my girlfriends but sheena's quite distant from me. i'm still loving her and our hot dinning spot at NYDC. cat is still as great. emily's still my pampered lil baby. luvena's still my bus matey. zhian's still my prettiest(: bimboo!! on top of all these, my class still rocks. oh, yes emily, i put words into others but i don't do it myself..

`learn to cherish and appreciate what you have and not bother of what you have not. **

yes, i've come to realise. what i have in hand are those great ones and those who chose to left.. i don't mind, because you don't matter. (x i can't be so loyal anymore. it's not as though everyone is as loyal to me as i am to them. YOU, reading the blog, get the message? i don't give a fart anymore if you hate or dislike me. one day, without realising, i'm one whom you'll need in the future. that one day will be soon to come.

oh, besides having a LOVEEEEEELY life, mom is getting more lovely! mom bought me new undies! hurhur. it's female boxers! so cute ah, just because she saw nik having it, she bought a pair for me. (x don't know why my mom has been so cute these days. forcing me to eat.. "go eat some mooncake.. don't want mooncake? eat ice cream la! don't want? drink some mango juice!" and she knows i'm going on a healthy diet. - -ll mom these days!!! hah!

don't wanna love you if you don't love me.
don't wanna need you when you won't need me too.
(: i've sort out my thoughts, yet again.

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