♥ Monday, November 28, 2005
i'm hurt, i made hurt and everyone's hurt because of me.. AND HER.
there is certainly some things that i see that they don't. it's impossible to see yourself unless through a reflection in the mirror. and that mirror has to be me. i can see you, you cant. i'm sorry. i'm really very very sorry. sorry has no cure. i'm scarred. black record. shucks. i should go to hell. kill and punish me if need be. i'm ashamed. those things that i laid my hands on. someone please chop my right hand off. it was self defence. she grabbed me as though i was the one who started all the rants. it was unintentional, i swear. im sorry. i do love them. action speaks louder than words but.. i don't know.
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