unfathomable.


it's impossible to find out who was the one she wrote about but i know that it cant be her. my intuitive senses tells me so.
saddening. that's not very nice but what can i do if that is what they think? they ALWAYS speak the same language. so now i know.. that is what all of them always thought about.
sighs. i'm leaving the class. SIGHS. it's now that i know they aren't really that into me afterall. all those claimed memories. 5 years. yes, i'm definitely in the same situation as her. i don't know them. i'm confused. SIGHS. oh well. grad night was pretty fun because of the photo taking part. HAHAHAHA. i have so many photos to post.



thanks to cat for the hair styling. yay. curls. LOVE curls. oh well.



have a merry christmas. in advance. in case i kill myself because depression or something.
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