CAT! i never knew you'd want to be in visual comm. RAHH. you know you're like a strong competitor?!?! why would i bring you along to seek my own doom? GO TO JC la. hahaha. :b you can. but it'd be NICE if we can get into VSC together. ((x but i have the feeling you'd get in with marc and i'd have to take another course. it always happens to me doesn't it? just like i chose D&T but got into F&N. things really DON'T go the way i want it to. i've admitted the fate i'm in. and result-receiving is drawing near. 10th of feb. 10th of feb. *moans. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE MY LIFE SO SOON... i always do silly things and i know it. HAHAHA. l1r4 11 points would be sufficient for me. *prays and crosses fingers.



english - A2?
math - A2
science - A2?
chinese - B3?
F&N - A2?
POA - C5?
humanities - C6! AHAHAHA. madness.
this is how i want it to be! )x it's impossible. RAHH. how saddening. this can never be acheived. i'm not like eugene neither am i like weijian nor timothy. AHHHHH. i think i'll just jump down from the school hall and end my legs. YES, end my LEGS. sighs. my brains are fried. i'm hanging on a thread. i'm like this (-) close to going mad. as in those real madness where you lose your mind cuz you had a big impact in your life. i'm so pressured. i don't want to get into ite. ))x no way i'm going to ite. i've had enough of lagging. i'm alr 1 year behind those year 88s. ARGH. my brains are fried black.
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