i cant link the temasekwindensemble's blog! holy macaroni.
i'm trying very desperately k. and it's not working because according to the computer, "there were errors". madness. that's why i never liked to learn about computers. they are MAD. eurgh.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?
this is bad. things don't seem to go the way i want it to.
it's ominous. results will be coming out in 8 days.
THAT IS A WEEK. freak. this is so bloody nerve-wrecking.
i'm breaking out in cold sweat as i'm typing this. i don't know how i'll do and i won't know where i've gone wrong. papers won't be returned. why shouldn't they? unreasonable really.
i'm working. yes, WORKING on my portfolio. it has yet to be finished.
i'm finished if i don't finish it. sucks.



i'm frightened of what's being put infront of me.
i don't want to see the eyes that stare.
i don't want to hear the voice that chide.
i don't want to speak the words that hurt.
i'm afraid of what's gonna happen to me.
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