yes, results-receiving will be in 14 hours time. it's right smack in my face. the last time i was panicking was when i was counting "3 days to o level results". guess now it's the last you'll hear from me. MAYBE. i don't know. it's scary to anticipate and all. well, but i'm gonna make myself anticipate and let my fear overtake me. (x whatever my results will be, i will take it in my stride. but of course i hope for the best. not only to me but for my whole class that is. we shall take the word "GLORY" with us and beat the last best batch. or at least beat the last batch. :/ i'm freaked out. i have a knife in my pocket. i'm so ready to lay my life down. BUT i hope i don't need to go through all that i've thought of doing. but go through what i've set my mind to do. :/ i'm having the pre-result-receiving jitters. HELP ME. let me not die on myself. i want to live to see well, my grand daughters and sons. sighs. i'm getting off. i am talking too much.
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