im being stalked by a boy. it's really really very VERY scary. ONE: he is too young and immature. TWO: i talk to some other boy he gets angry and it's like my fault. THREE: he tells people i'm with this guy when i'm not. and knows i'll get angry when he does so but still continues doing it. AND claims that he does that to get my attention. OH MY. what the.. okay, so i know i'm pretty well-liked by the skaters because of my orange specs and bubbliness. yes, everyone likes it. but no, i don't want the wrong attention. no, i don't even need the attention. i'm only there to skate freestyle and make new friends. shucks. it's really heaps of fun being with the skaters since it's usually in big groups and i LOVVVVVEEEEEE being in big groups like totally. since no one'ss free to accompany me anyway. obviously cat misses me. HAHAHA. but her schedule is apparently packed for MJC, more MJC and well, colleagues. duh~ zhian? MIA. sheena is MIA too but i know she's in london at least. rahh. i guess we all have our own lives to lead. never knew it'd turn out like that. my primary school friend at least had a chalet before parting for their poly lives.. while my friends and i all went MIA all of a sudden. sighs. no BBQ, no chalet.. zilch. saddening, really. i think luvena and emily is still working at their usual spots. work! WORK! WORRRRKKKKK!!! all they do is work. just like cat and zhian before. well, they work and dump me here. all alone. then i paved my own way of life. and that's to skate. whee~ crap, i know. my appeal's definitely a rock hung by the cliff on a thread. so insecure and dangerous. all i can do is wait. and when i can't wait, i shall kill time to let time pass faster. RAHHH. everything's making me lose interest except skating. (x *eyes glitter* WOOT~ and now i know.. A LOT OF BOYS THAT SKATE HATE ahem*, him. they say he's big-headed and a ladies boy. WOAHAHAHAHA. tsk tsk. oh well. i tried to fend him. but obviously there were not only boys but a couple of men that attacked me. i failed to defend. OH WELLS. i need to part here. if there are any readers at all, GOOD DAY LATER. <3 loves!
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