i've been skating and skating and skating and more skating! well, it sounds 'uh~ whatever.' to you but to me, it's like the whole world. LOLS. it's so much more fun than to stay at home and do all the typical stuffs. tsk tsk. total boredom. made TONS of new friends. YAY. finally, i've friends that'll skate with me till 2 plus 3 am. yes. that is what skaters do in case you don't know. they learn their stunts at midnight and 'strut' their stuffs on weekends. (x i think i'm making it a habit to go down every weekends. whee~

POLY APPLICATION. crap. my level of knowledge isn't that low know. at least i know things that doesn't make sense. went to appeal for the some of the polytechnics today. filled in forms after forms and i saw singapore poly's form stating this "students are required to appeal for courses that are above their cut-off points(COP). if they appeal for courses which are below their COP, please note that the appeal will NOT be successful." (yes, i made a point to memorise the rule). what is an appeal? it is a resort to a higher authority or greater power from a lower point. which means if we get baaaaaaddddd scores like mine, i wish to go to a course that is around my calibre but higher(lower scores), i can APPEAL. and sp states otherwise. their meaning of an appeal is of total opposite from my dictionary. if we had goooooooood scores and could get into the course we wanted, WHY WOULD ANYONE NEED AN APPEAL? pathetic. doesn't make much sense does it?! i had a very bad day from the morning. went to TP at 9 and forgot to bring all the important stuffs. i RAN all the way home to get my result slip and leaving testimonial. distance = approximately 2.5 km? supposed to get a cab but there wasn't any cabs in sight. darnitshitholey. reached home drenched in sweat and nauseous. i din have a decent meal because the 2 days before were spent skating and only until today i had 2 decent meals, breakfast and dinner. (explains why i felt nauseous like totally.) my body was weak and aching. my stomach screaming in hunger. had to feed it. so i bought food and photcopied my important documents at tampines interchange. and guess what? i photocopied 3 documents. 5 of each only knowing that only TP needs it. which means that i needed only 1 copy of each document. ohwhattheTOOT. that's how my good sunny monday started out. never mind. hope i GAIN something from all the pain suffered. )x *crossesfingersandprayshard. all the time. i do that all the time but to no avail. sighs. I'M PATHETIC. do you want? to adopt me? LOLS. mental. i'll join SAF. i wanna be the next female singaporean pilot. WOOT. IF i can. and i want to fly the jetfighter that goes an amazing 500km/h. that's ultimate for me already. heard that there're more fighter planes that go up to 1300km/h?! i don't know. my friend told me that.

yikes. GIRLS ARE STUPID. (sorry if i do offend the girls.) they get jealous easily. they get angry with their boyfriends for no reason. they scream. they TRY to get drunk drinking one can of beer. they get angry with the girls their boyfriend talks to. they are not in the wrong even when they are a willing party to.. ya. they think TOO MUCH about their EX-boyfriends. they cry for their boyfriends even when they(boy) treat them like crap. they are at the boys beck and call. for what?! what's worth going through all these trouble for man? the guy that'll dump you for another sexy bod? i only know of a pinch-ful of guys who are faithful. so don't bother giving too much. you don't stand to gain wherever you're standing.
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