faithfulynn.♥

♥ Monday, June 19, 2006

i don't know why i can be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO moody and sad over people who thinks that i don't care about them. if i don't care enough for them, i wouldn't even be bothered about things they say. and now cat has said it, i feel so insecure. as insecure as i was before. i was the one feeling as though no one cared about me. they went to expo to study, the 3 of them. while god-knows-where-i-was. sheena wrote a testimonial for cat telling her she missed her and so. zhian, still hanging out with cat all the time.. i don't know. i always feel like i don't fit into this group. and till now no one understands. i'm just like someone trying to fit in.

my friend, he said: TINK HAPPY TOTS....

how can i when.. friends think friends dont care anymore. when friends think friends are just lying through their teeth. when friends think friends are faking their too-busy-cant-be-with-yous. when friends think friends are busy for all the wrong reasons. i don't know. now i'm feeling the way i was before. it's all the same feeling i get when someone says such things.

when friends think friends fake the i miss yous, i want to cry.
but i'm strong enough to hold my tears this time.

now all the mood has been drowned. i don't want to blog anymore. goodbye.

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