faithfulynn.♥

♥ Tuesday, June 27, 2006

i'm losing my hair and it's all gonna drop off one day because i've been yanking my hair out due to my bloodyhell hectic schedule. i'm going to chop my hair off. yes, i will. so cat you can stop telling me my hair is long. I WANT TO BE A MAN. i hate to be a girl. irritating. NO, I AM NOT HAVING MY PERIOD. no, i dont want to be a butch. i just want to look and feel like a boy. i want hair like paul twohill. dress-sense like japanese cosplay singers. i want to be a boy who looks like a girl. i want to be a pretty boy. ARGH. they say i cannot make it. FREAK LA.

listening to: DANCE INSIDE - the all american rejects.

-they mistook me for superwoman.

OKAY, kill me. they want me to have lessons from 9-1, be there at the compulsory CCA thingy from 3-5, dance lesson from 6-8 and when i get home i have to vacuum and mop the floor AND iron the clothes. xD AM I SUPERWOMAN? i wonder. they tell me to help with house chores, they want me to go out with them, they want to shop, they want to watch movie, they want to play at the arcade, they want me to be with them, they want me to be at the stall, they ALL want a piece of me. i'm being ripped apart.

WHO WILL BE MY SUPERMAN? BRANDON ROUTH? CRISTIANO RONALDO? someone cute, handsome, rich, healthy, loves me and will not have scandals and willing to let me live me life without worries and be a TAITAI for the rest of my life. f. this is NOT gonna happen. okay, kill me.

i don't even have time to gasp for air. i need a breather. :'want to go where?' :"i want you to GO AWAY."

11:37 PM;