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♥ Wednesday, July 26, 2006

OKAY, i am SO SO SO PISSED. 04:10am.

this is not what you always hear. like "oh damn it i wrote a whole paragraph of what i did today and blogger screwed up. i cant post my entry! WHAT A WASTE OF TIME! i wrote every single thing i did today down! and now i'm too lazy to retype it all over." yes, this is what you get all the time. but no, what just happened to me was like a hundred thousand times worse than it. i edited my blogskin. the layout's exactly the same BUT STILL, all the edits have come to waste just because of my carelessness. i slightly clicked on the [CLEAR EDITS] button and BOOM, everything was gone.

HOLY MACARONI. HOLY COW. HOLY SHIT. HOLY LARD. HOLY MOTHER OF ALL LARDS.

yes, i'm TOO LAZY to re-edit it. will do it, not today. it's 4.10am please. i did edits from 3am. UCK. stupid. pathetic. abhorrent shit. gross. totally not in the mood to blog. this lynnfuDOTblogshitDOTcom just pissed me off. yes, and this blogshit happens to be mine.

everyone's not exactly happy with her. because of her neverending entries about him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him (maybe this is never gonna end), him, him, him, him, him, him (okay, i shall cut it short) AND him. yes. maybe you should stop it. i'm still well.. neutral. as usual. i don't think that what concerns her concerns me. all the boys, no, it doesnt bother me. her ego. no. i don't know. maybe i'm just numbed, used to it. ((: i guess that's the only way to keep everyone happy.

let's be NUMBED. so that we wouldn't anger, we wouldn't fear and we wouldn't hurt. being numbed helps me. it doesn't hurt not to love. not to be loved. bruises and cuts won't hurt no more. (: i'm going to rear guppies. or neon blue tetras. yay. fishes are cute. so are tortoises.

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