♥ Thursday, September 14, 2006
i'm apart, not a part in their lives.
if only they could bring themselves to be in my life. i love doing that. but they've never seriously done it with me. once is never enough to know how much fun there is doing it. she's superior. no doubts. and i can only be that much to them. if they aren't interested in the things that i'm interested in, i guess there aren't a lot we can do together. i'm not so much into dancing anymore. i'm not into shopping. i'm not into grooming myself like a doll. i'm not into boys. i'm just mutating. lols. into someone that i never was. if i am the one changing, they have to adapt to who i am now. i've always been trying to fit in. and now i've found my sense of belonging.
listening to`motorcycle drive by - third eye blind.feeling emo. and the only thing i can do is to cry my hearts out.
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