saturday.
baby jazelle came over but she was asleep. ): couldn't play with her. oh well. jason calls my sister magnolia factory. cus she's the cow. hmm. interesting. and mom still can't pronounce JA-ZELLE. she calls baby JER-GEL. HAHAHAHA. which in other circumstances sound like JIAO-JIAO when you say it repeatedly at a very consistent pace. (try it. haha. it's quite funny. :x)

when i was walking alone on saturday. i took photos of random things.
i realise people tend to get so busy and occupied with work that they hardly look at the beautiful things that surround them. when i was walking, i could've headed straight to the bus stop like usual. but the sky and the "smoke trails" of an airplane caught my eye and made me walk out of my usual path to take a photo. amazing how a sony ericsson 2 megapixel phone can take a photo like that. the shades of blue are super nice right. admit it.
(sighs.)
was not really in the mood to do anything at all. but yea, got myself out of it and skated. it's a very hectic weekend. everyone's pulling up their socks, skating with hearts out. and i mean everyone who'll be competing in the upcoming skate competition. sighs. why? like school and work isn't piling enough stress on you that you have to add to it. tsk tsk.
aunt janelle (lives in america) did mention that people here are so competitive that they have to rank people by 1st, 2nd and 3rd. and it's cus of rankings that people become so indulged in getting and being NUMBER ONE. she says that in america, there aren't things like this student is 1st, that student 2nd and stuffs. they just get results, english = A, math = B, science = B. and it's to let themselves know that yea they've to work harder to get A and that's for individual improvement. they put ranks, students will definitely want to beat each other's marks to get to the top one what. and it is true. it's cus of rankings that make people want to compete and be the champion. dumb. like i've said, like there isn't enough stress already being a sinaporean. but nevertheless, i'm still competing and putting my best into the game. i've had enough of being a failure. gonna whack everyone who is in my way and prove myself. (: make myself more stressed and pressured only, how pathetic. beat around the bush and shoot myself. HEE. thanks. i'm going to die. i'm getting old. sucks to be me.
and the past 2 days of hectic skating is making me suffer from aches all over my body. HAHA. i'm having sore throat for don't know what reason also. my eyes are puffy and swollen from sleepness nights and..... hurray to lynn! MY PHONE IS BACK! cus i've paid my bill. *applause* THANK YOU THANK YOU. finally got myself to a S.A.M machine to clear the debt. ARGH~ there goes a whooping $350. that's a combined 6months bill. for 5 months there's an extra 5 bucks added for REMINDERS. fucking cheesepie. that's $25 can. AND I CANCEL MY VOICEMAIL ALREADY WHY STILL GOT VOICEMAIL which is $5 charge FOR EVERY MONTH. WA LAO. hopeless luh singtel. want earn money cant find suitable people. like LKY or nathan. why me, i'm a poor girl can. yesterday take cab 10bucks. eat 1 bowl of mian sian and 1 cup of longan drink 7bucks. 17bucks FLYYYYY~~ oh well. off to do other things.
and i'm alone at home. anyone free can come to my house and accompany. ha. (:
AND I MEAN ANYONE!!