SUNDAY.
baby jazelle's one month celebration. she was kinda cranky and grumpy today and only woke up when everyone had left. lols. can't imagine her temper when she gets older. hmm. too many people over there that sis hardly had the time to speak to me. boo. there, photo of baby jazelle and a VERY HAPPY grandmother. :x so cuteeeee. my mom was kinda rusty at taking care of babies. she forgot how to make the baby burp. :l so much meaning in the photo luh. look at how mommy looks at the baby. aww..

my very pretty 2nd sister that often has very awful bitch fits. I LOOK DAMN FAILURE IN THE PHOTO LUH. I AM TOO LAZY TO LOOK GOOD. sorry okay! ):

SATURDAY.
the racial harmony celebration at eunos.. eric as the mc( damn cute luh) and the rest of us as the ONLY competitors in the mini comp. haha. zhuzhu was one of the judge, so damn freaking stressed luh. nervous and shitted in my pants. RIGHT. argh. could only perform before or after the competition. DURING competition i'm like one bloody noob skater luh. ): jas and kat did pretty well, could've made it to the top three group but i dragged the girls down. sorrryyyyy! ): sad. below are photos of the loves in ic. some of the photos are with viff and some with kat and fei.

kat!! (: pretty girl!

shawn ting. he took care of me the whole saturday! (:
was dead sleepy due to lack of sleep the past night. he's only 13 and he takes care of me!

brandon! purposely make me seem so short! GRRR. FYI, i wasn't on skates and he was.show off medals only lor. mbt. (I AM NOT BIG HEADED.)a proper photo. brandon! (look at how he has bent to reach my height. :x)dawn yeo + eyebags = jaslyn luh! :D
you're still pretty luh dudeeee.threadman taitai.

aww. smile for the camera!

we're so DAMN awesome! (and i make myself believe i am..) we owned bus 60 for 3 bus stops. :x

YES WE ARE AWESOME HUMANS.
we're not going through analysis to make ourselves better. we just skate to improve. simple as that.

and here a very cute QQ aka alan to end the conclusion of saturday. WE HAD FUN sweating like pigs.
OHOH! and i spent 4 hours after that playing cs with greg, taitai, QQ, fei, shawn, weewee and zac at the lanshop. awesome shit i tell you! it's damn fun luh! at least it made me less sleepy cus i have entertainment. so the rest ended up eating at 5star chicken rice cus aston's was too packed..
and me, i just slept at the rink for a few minutes with shawn and greg as my company. ): was wayyyy lethargic to even open my eyes. 1 hour of sleep cannot suffice my one whole day of saturday. i was practically skating for 8 hours out of the 16 hours i was out. if i never fall asleep i'm immortal already luh. siao one.


was trying to train a bit cus the past months been playing too much. saw the rest of the girls working their lungs out so decided to skate a lil faster, do a lil bit more ass-hurting stuffs and then end up falling down and out with myself. damn stupid i tell you. i lay down on my bag angry but seconds later i fell asleep.

i can only say i train to slide cus i do know that i can do MUCCCH MUCCCH better. and that people have been telling me that i can be a better skater than i already am.
1) i don't train cus others tell me to.
2) i don't train so that i can show others how good i am.
3) i don't train to beat others in competitions.
4) i don't train and have analysis reports on how i skate.
competitions are only there to show you where you are. cus the biggest competitor isn't the one beside you but the one inside you. and truth be told i haven't been good to myself. i keep failing myself. i can't even beat the one inside me what more the ones beside? they laugh at my failures and mock me. so? even though at many attempts i've failed to prove myself, others still love me. even if i'm a sucky skater, i'm an awesome friend. that's why when i lose, i don't get all upset cus i lost. but cus i've disappointed the people who've pushed me to skate and encouraged me. i'm getting emotional. shit. how many times i lost already. wha lao. i'm an old woman liao leh. ): how to compete when i'm nearer to my death? lol. okay i'm talking nonsense.

GOT TO SLEEP LIAO. AISEH. i can last till 4am sia. OKOK.
nighty nights and sugar dreams all.
i love my friends! :D mwarks!