watched JERRY MAGUIRE on star movies. wanted to watch it since eons ago, like when it was first aired in the cinemas. felt that hard work will pay off only if you do put your heart in it. and if your heart's empty, your mind doesn't matter at all. quite inspiring. anw, quote from jerry, screams "GIVE ME MY MONEEEEHHHH!!!" LOL. for those who doesn't know who's jerry maguire, that quote would probably ring a bell. watch the movie if you haven't! casts are Tom Cruise and Renee Zellewager. okay, i can't remember the spelling of her name luh, so if i'm correct, BRAVO. if i'm not, i'm sorry i don't have a knack of remembering names.


anw, i LOVE LOVE LOVE my eldest sister luh. she tricked me into giving her my posbank account number. she knows my phone bill's screwed cus the payments due. she called home and asked "do you know that you or er jie transfer money into my account?" (well, apparently i don't even have money for myself so where on earth would i find money to transfer to her and.. my er jie spends too much on herself so..) ya, she continued "what's your account number? can go and check?" (so that she can find out who 'transferred' the money to her..) and so i stupidly did do as she requested and read out my account number to her. as soon as i finished, she said "okay i transfer money into your account already, go and pay your bill." i paused for 2 seconds and rejected her offer luh. OBVIOUSLY i did cus now she has a kid to raise leh. how can i be so shameless to take her baby's powders money. aiyoo. she just refused to listen and say "faster go pay your bill, bye bye."


ROAR. WHY IS MY SIS SO NICE. can't take it. at times when my mom go "YOU SEE YOUR DA JIE, WORK SO HARD, GOT LITTLE MONEY FOR HERSELF SHE STILL HELP US PAY THE PHONE BILLS WHEN WE FORGET TO, YOU LEH!!??" *stares at me* and i've got nothing to say. well, me? i'm a fat couch potato who starves herself when there's no money. eats only when there's some money. totally never do spend money on luxuries like clothes, shoes, bags, accessories or make up AT ALL. i'm quite a daughter-to-have also what. at least i don't spend their hard earned money on self-indulgence. :l got to say my brother-in-law is a damn lucky man luh :D and i'm lucky too cus i have an awesome sister! YAY.


sometimes i do think that i have a lot of people who care about me but cus of me being me, i tend to neglect the fact that people around me are the few of the best, the cream of the crop, the needle in the haystack, the ONCE IN A BLUE MOON type. i'm not THAT young anymore i realise. time to wake up to being a singaporean, a hard-ass-working human who's the main source of income for the country. i wish people like my sister or mom would strike the lottery and get all that money LKY owns cus they're the people that have been working SO HARD to feed people like me. yes i'm shameful of myself but i'm still a kid, trying to grow up and out of it. SORRY OKAY T-T, at least i'm grateful to them. and i'm very loyal and nice to those who appreciates me as a friend. :] at least i do entertain them by being the clown AND losing my face and mind at times so that they would have a good laugh.

moomoo* all the boys must take off their clothes if they lose. the girls.. cannot take off. okay, wear their bra!
me* i'm not wearing any bra..
moomoo* WHAT! omg. LYNN'S NOT WEARING ANY BRA. *screams to the entire population in ecp* LYNNEE NEVER WEAR HER BRA!!!
(yes, this can be sooooooooo funny to others. crazy people! lol!)


GUIDE TO MELANCHOLIA & STRESS__________________________
1) pretend you are at a masquerade when you're with your friends.
put on a mask with a smile on it, make sure nobody knows how you're feeling under that mask.
2) when you get home, drink (must replace everything else with water and WATER ONLY) as much as you want to drown your sorrows.
3) bang your head against your showering curtains! they will make you go crazy!!
4) stab yourself with a ruler or thermometer, make sure it's something that has NO sharp ends.
you know the things people do to hurt themselves.. DON'T DO IT ANYMORE.
i can be your light at the end of the tunnel. call the suicide hotline @ 1800-i-need-help or visit the website someonelovesyou.com.sg (aka lynnfu.blogspot.com). okay. i'm damn bored..


WAIT. i just remembered.. DAMN YOU SINGTEL. BLOODY ASS YOU CUT MY LINE TOTALLY. NOW PEOPLE CAN'T EVEN CALL ME. I THOUGHT CAN RECEIVE INCOMING? YOU BLOODY MORON.
please note: MY PHONE IS CURRENTLY UNAVAILABLE. will need to pay the bills before things go awry.
REMEMBER, I CAN'T RECEIVE MSGES EITHER! so if i do not reply, it's because I NEVER EVEN RECEIVE ANY MSGES! :l contact my agent lulu instead! make sure he informs me! :D

going to bed! :b nighty night, sugar coated dreams! xoxo.
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