Friday-

went over to marcus's birthday chalet at around 12am.

felt pretty remorseful when people told me that everyone else were skating their asses off when i wasn't there for training.. ): another competition will be up in 90days and the intense training will start all over again. sighs, i'm not as competitive as before because my drive to beat the others isn't there anymore. i'm probably more happy being a cheerleader now because i like to encourage others and see them perform well. but instead, i should be the one to be encouraged and motivated. BLAA~ how ironic.

but anw, that isn't the point. marcus's chalet was pretty uhm.. how do i say it.. a casual gathering. but luckily, it wasn't wasted because at the end, most of the old birds left later so before everyone left, we went to have mac's breakfast. (: it's been a pretty long time since these people sat down together and had a meal. i can remember the group of skaters who went out for movies till morning, spend the night out at wherever-we-would-be playing murderer. skaters like wilsonI, wilsonII, sky, gavin, brandon, lucas, amanda, donna and i were poking fun about a drunk friend sleeping beside the trashbin. NAME NOT REVEALED!! have to protect the privacy of this person. :l

i don't know. i just felt that i had to talk about it because the feeling's really nice. and maybe, i do have to agree, days with the old birds are different. well, we had a good time laughing. and it's funny because everyone was sulky and tired when we were at the chalet. it doesn't make a point of 'celebrating' marcus's birthday with him in the chalet because most of the skaters who didn't drink were left un-entertained. but anw, lucas and i did buy drinks as a form of appreciation for him holding a 'party' because going there empty-handed would make me feel bad. afterall, it's his birthday, no presents, at least something that he'll need right? oh well.


KAT, MY JAW GOT OR-CHEI! ):
yesterday i hit my jaw on kat's head, now it hurts. boo. i don't want my jawline to be bigger!! NOOOOO.

ah! i'm quite late already, got to go now.
I GO FEAST ALREADY! i'm starving!!


(: take care people!
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