been packing my room the pass week.. i see progress. i'm happy. (:
but it's late and i'm REALLY bored and in need of someone to amend my loss time for packing..

so i went online and chatted on msn..




when i say i'm bored, my friend thinks that i'm at lucas's place. HMM.
what does it imply? that when i'm at my bf's house, i'm bored and need some company..?
so what do you think it means when i'm here at home, with no one but me staring blankly at my computer?


and if it is said that, to choose between having to company a friend that's not neccessarily important and to doing some other task that's not important either..
this man, he chose to do that some other task that's not important.
so that means, this task outweighs his friend. i hate to say it but, the choice is his, what can a woman like me do anything to it or say something that'll change his choices?

answer is simple. nothing.
he needs it. it's in his blood. i've said enough.

maybe i shall find my own pastime too. i decided.
who wants to watch porn and masturbate with me? -.-
don't digress or think wildly. i don't actually mean it.


enough. way pass limits.
i should so have scandals. at least my scandals can cheer me up when i'm down.

he's 15. but i guess there's no age limits to being a happy person.


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