a decision made, not to the child's consent.

sometimes parents don't make the best decisions.

they care so much about whatever that they care of that they don't think about how we feel, whether we'd feel unhappy about it and how we actually think about the situation.

who cares what the public eye thinks of. if it's righteous and doesn't affect them, why would you even take the public's opinion into consideration?

the decision made is quite upsetting. oh well...

decisions made are usually impulsive. often causing regret in future.
i think nobody is stupid enough to want to go through that, so hopefully the decisions made are good for both who're affected.

when i say i want a split, i don't usually mean it. but if one day i'm so insistent and he decides to give me a
leeway, that's probably it. i might live to regret, not knowing what i have done to myself.

i regret the decision i made months ago. see, we all live to regret. so what if i feel guilty? only i feel it.
let's self-destruct.

anw, been so occupied with i-don't-know-what.
had a good-but-not-so-good-afterall dinner with my family and er jie's bf family yseterday. alfred paid the bill the 1st time. hmm. cus he struck the lottery.. 50 grand okay! my sister won 10 grand. tsktsk. lucky asses. good luh. i think it's time for them to get married.

haha. i've been asking her, 'are you getting married to alfred?' and she says 'no money how to marry? you want to pay?'. the god answered her prayers. she wants to stike the lottery, someday, and there she did. she says no money to get married, and there money comes pouring in.
she's a chick and men who go for her are probably just lusty toads, alfred's quite a catch (ahem*) so yea. they should get married soon. i want to attend a wedding, so they should get married.

i think the news of it makes me happy. people getting married makes me happy. oh well. i shall be a wedding planner. haha. bullshit. i'm talking crap.

okay, i shall find something to do.. hope i'm entertaining enough to not bore you out with my entry.
hugs. i love you all. (:
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