photos from cath's birthday which are long overdue. :L

i really look like a man/guy in this photo.. but with eye-liner.
blind-folded surprises are really terribly scary, but it delivers the surprises well :)
she's sex, i'm siti. sex and the siti.
mud-pie from hard rock cafe. 2 thumbs up.
it was 4 days before halloween so the lightings were.. ya.
3 main dishes: fish&chips, chicken mac and cheese pasta & full slab honey bbq ribs.
3 drinks: cecil iced tea, raspberry smoothie and lime juice (i think? omg i forgot).
1 dessert: mud pie!

these were the leftovers. HALF A SLAB OF RIBS GONE INTO THE TRASH. :(
i wanted to eat it.. but still digesting and they told us that they were keeping the kitchen.. boo.

kumar, star of the day went "eh, the girls today all very pretty ah? * points to our table* chinese? (we smiled and nodded our heads) you girls very pretty la. tsktsktsk."
yellow cap person paid 16bucks to enter to watch kumar's performance and talk. :L
it was nice. month of october has been really fulfilling. especially with these people.

well, then again, i'm back to the lifeless dump that i'm in. it's not that my days spent are terrible.. my days are spent doing the usual things that i always do.. it's so smooth-sailing.. no ups, no downs. bloody bullshit luh! why so peaceful! tsk.

i think i should get a part-time job and find a boss to quarrel with. then i should go register to get my driving license so i can get myself into a mess of lessons and exams. and i should escape from singapore. the life here is getting so hectic and stressful, everyone's dreaming REALLY big and it just pressures me cus i am satisfied with what i'm given, with what i have and the way i am. money, status, qualifications, fame..

i can only say i'm lucky to be the way i am, at least i'm not suffering like those who're living in poverty in cambodia or africa. i guess to me, it's good to earn enough just to pay off expenses, live in a cosy flat, afford a car and shop for good stuffs every once in 4 months. dang. it's scary. :( i hate singapore.
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