My BFFs left me out for a sunday night dinner on the 18th.. i'm upset. =[
boohoohoo.

doesn't anyone get my point when i said i'm up for invitations to events and that rejection = negligence so i'm definitely steady for meet-ups? argh.

sometimes i wonder if it makes a difference if i'm absent.
apparently, the answer is.. NOT.
oh well, i'm disappointed. but i'll make my presence known one day..

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Looked down on
Being Alone
Commitment
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

a little quiz that i did whilst reading my bff's lj. a factual report, not really detailed though. it's nice to read about yourself sometimes.

anw, i've found out something - to be loved, you can only love yourself first.
this is for those melancholic, looking for love but depressed about their lives people. you've got to emerge stronger than you were being left with. =]

and to one of my bffs, why say 'Tho it hurts to know that the man i end up marrying would not be the one i loved the most.'?! YOU HAVEN'T EVEN GOT MARRIED. i'm sure the man you'd be marrying would give you 10times more than what you've gotten. and that you'll love the man you're marrying more than you've ever loved cus, why would you even marry a man that wasn't worth your loving?

give the other men a chance (although i'm a feminist), otherwise, i'll always be here with arms wide open.

people grow to be attached but we can always grow out of it to adapt. =]

oh well. i haven't been putting photos up. dang. i need a bloody mmc reader to upload all the photos in my phone. boohoo. =[

anw, it's 11months. omg, i can't believe it. time passes at the speed of light. tsk tsk. 20thfeb and it'll be a year. oh. it's CNY in like 4 days and valentine's day.. and.. omg. soon it'll be 15thDEC and i'll be.... OFFICIALLY LEGAL.. nono, bullshit.

my mom thinks i'm turning 20 this year. i'm actually turning 18 this year. well, do anticipate.

good night readers.
don't love, MAKE LOVE! =D
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