i don't get what was so offending.

does it bring back unwanted memories? i don't actually know..
there wasn't anything private.
private stuffs are serious, and there weren't anything serious.
also, it was meant to be a facetious entry.

seriously, i don't think before i do things.
that's how i make people laugh.
that's how i always get into trouble.
i do all the stupid things.
i'm still the stupidest person on earth,
doing what i usually do and get mocked and blamed.


maybe ransacking my boxes of books just to find that wasn't worth the effort. maybe taking the whole afternoon to read the diary ( i hate reading btw), just to jot down the funny moments was an epic failure.

i think my whole life is about taking wrong steps. uhhh.

maybe i was stupid.
maybe it was a demeaning past.
maybe, well, just maybe.


urgh, i should just be an adult soon.
i'm not an intellect. i'm not gorgeous. i'm not a socialite.
i'm still dumb girl-next-door.

in my own world of utopia,
lynn.
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