AHHHHH. F-ed. I AM SO INDECISIVE.
i just blankly watch my WANT-TO-BID item's timer countdown.
cus my head went "what if the phone sucks? what if cannot work? ppl laugh how?"
then i saw it at "7" i refreshed, "5" refreshed "4" refreshed "2" and then i knew..
it's gone.

feeling really really lost now.
Question: would you pay.. S$138 for a phone from china that's a mini replica of iphone?
(just to get things clear, NO, i'm NOT desperate for an iphone, i wanna buy a phone.. that's CHEAP and usable. okay?! BUDGET. )
i need a new phone but since i'm paying for myself, i'll opt for a practical yet cheap phone. LOL.
as long as i can call, msg and use it efficiently like a regular nokia/SE/samsung, I'M HAPPY!

aiya, nvm, shall just buy it instead of bidding. =\
difference of S$23. that's a lot of money okay. grrrr.


if i was a rich girl..
nanananananananananananananana~
see, i'd have all the money in the world
if i was a wealthy girl............ my cash flow would never end.
RIGHT. IF AH, IF I WAS.

i need you, that's why i love you. (03:13am.) $_$!
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felicia: haha. awesome rigggggght! =D i knew it. <3 tai: yes! that's why i said sacrifice. ='c stupid ken thinks that's me. *stabs myself*
jav: eeee. so meeeeeeeeeean! but i like. haha.


and it's been really quiet suddenly.
i think the ostriches have sunken their heads deep into the burrow. =b

btw, no, i'm not active cus i'm too free (like how some ppl might put it).
i've been waiting to bid on an item on ebay. HEH.
i must win the bid. will show you guys if i've won the item! GOOD LUCK LYNN! =\

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friday.
didn't go for training. slept till idk-what-time in-the-morning. eeks.

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saturday.
went down to the rink but didn't skate much, which was good..
if not i'd probably be the one in the hospital right now. ='c
Quanyang had his wrist broken while sliding in the rink.
IT WAS BROKEN. NOT DISLOCATED OR FRACTURED.
THE BONE BROKE.

okay. imagine you're wearing a watch on your left hand..
stretch out your arm, from your fingertips to the watch strap..
that whole part shifted to the left. yes, that's what happened to QY. =\

and though i was the first person to witness his fall, i didn't react much.. AT FIRST.
(cus when i saw him fall, it wasn't really THAT serious ma. aikes.)
it was until i saw the distortion/mutation of his wrist and realised that..
HIS BONE BROKE AND HIS HAND IS HANGING ONTO JUST THE FLESH.
it's really damn freaky and disturbing. argh!

okay, enough of the description. the images are bubbling and i'm getting squeamish.
boo. hope QY recovers soon! so that he can.. come... back and... skate?

even i'm having second thoughts about it. T-T


life is fragile and you won't know what will happen next.
always expect the unexpected.
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