I'm so upset I cried early morning today.


I woke up to a slap my mom gave me (though it wasn't very hard, i was pretty damned offended cus i was sound asleep) on my face. I was out the whole night and she kept telling me "不要乱乱来". Anw, she woke me up just to ask "Why never change the bedsheet?" =.= I was so pissed i tell you.

Why in the world would i do something silly? A lot of people seriously underestimate me.

My determination to stay chaste is very strong.

But anw, that wasn't why i was upset.


Fortune came onto the bed to sleep and for the first time i didn't kick him down the bed, instead i put my pillow right beside him and laid near him. he's seriously aging..

so i imagined life without fortune..
-no barks before i leave the house
-no hilarious humping on the pillows and bolsters
-no greetings when i reach home
-no little tail wagging
-no funny sleeping positions
and the list goes on..

so i broke down. sighs.


and so i'm still restrained and impossible to break open.
11:57 AM;