Tuesday. 14th July 2009.

One of the worse days of my life.
Well.. I don't want to elaborate on the details cus i'm gonna leave it as it is.
Nothing that I will do about it, whether or not i can change it.
I'm just gonna avoid meeting that situation so i guess that's a new start for me.


Anw, it's friday today and i will be going down to the rink.
The little bit of skating last friday got me refreshed and i wanna skate again.
So i'm going to ecp early today and skate alone and feel the breeze in my hair. =)


I'm giving me a second chance. Doors are opened and i shall be spolit for choices.
The way i used to be.


Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

A twist in my story - Secondhand serenade.

9:52 AM;