Life is inevitable and unpredictable

gotta say first.. i still miss da guy.. muHAhahhHahha.. its funny how we met and how i fall head over heels over him when i dun even know him.. weird eh..? and this is not the main topic for today.. it is juz a reminder.. :b

it was in da morning 7.12 am.i was in da bus 10 and was caught in a traffic jam. din know at was happening. totally fucked up.. cuz i was about to be late for skewl and da bus was still stucked at the tampines flyover... when the bus stopped at the traffic light rwite after changi hospital, saw a few police cars and an "accident car" (well.. dunno how to name it.). i was reacted to it as "ok, as usual, a car accident.".
when i got nearer to the scene of where the accident happened, i saw the car and it was in a very bad shape. the piece of glass in front was all shattered and the front of the car was bent in. the car was also in the reverse direction so i guess, it was a rweally serious accident..
i was then thinking, if it was a accident, where is the ambulance car? when the bus moved a lil more, i saw 2 pairs of legs sticking out of an empty white sheet. :S i was stupefied. so shocked. stunned to silence. i have never seen any dead bodies, until today.
why couldnt they live a lil longer? why did it end so simply? u ended ur life juz in a snap of fingers cuz u got into an accident. then, wat did we live for? wat's the purpose of it..? life is lived for others, not urself. a sec 2 malay gurl was so freaked out by the blood and corpse and she cried. all i can say is lets all bless their souls. :)
10:51 PM;





Love at first sight

OH MY GAWD.... i am falling for this someone... guys and gurls reading this, please dun ask me who he is... i have no idea myself...

i was in the mrt train looking outta da window.. talkin' to cat about this gurl, of how short her skirt was and stuffs.. then i turned to look at her when i noticed this guy looking into my direction.. HE WAS SO CUTE! argh...! we then stared at each other at the eye for like 5 seconds.. urGh... i was melting at tat time.. or mebbe he was juz looking directly pass me.. at least i was looking at him.. :b mUAhhAhhah.. he is juz the type of guy i'd love to cuddle wif and to hug and of course, be wif..
he's got the looks.. big, shiny and 'electronic' eyes.. never noticed the nose.. REAL CHARMING SMILE.. he has an earring on his right ear.. but can tell he isnt gay.. he has got the tan i wanted..! those kinda shiny brown tan..! gosh..! it's pretty obvious he is a sunshine/outdoor kinda guy.. BUT!!! his dressing wasnt all tat good.. muhahahah.. he looked poor.. but tell me.. do i care..? i dun depend on guys for a living... he would be a perfect boyfren if he was MUH boyfren.. IF ONLY.. wat can i say man.. i dunno him at all.. if we were fated to meet again, i'd definately make the first move.. mUhahAHhAHh.. i cant take it! i am so in love... seriously.. so in love wif TAT PARTICULAR guy.. only.

-=-if there is fate, we would meet. if there aint fate, then say goodbye.-=- (;_;)

~it's all up to fate~
LyNne
6:52 PM;





I SUCK AT THIS MAN..
whoaw.. changing a blog template is like hell to me siax.. cant take it.. i am like so.. urgh... i dunno complicating computer stuffs.. i am not the computer kinda person.. but at least.. i did some of the template on muh own!!! *cLaPx cLaPx* woo-hooo!! i'm lovin' it! r u lovin' it?! i rock.. i rock... anyway, the previous post is not about lack of self-confidence la.. its juz tat.. i am thinkin of tat lorx.. so i wrote it down.. no sign of depression horx... :) i SO LOVE MuH life.... i juz hate tat toopid face of mine.. i hope it would be pimples, zits and acne free!!! whoaw! cool.. i'll be like having good complexion.. hopes does not come true... awWwwW.. so sad rwite..?!

11:02 PM;





Me, Myself and I
there is something rweally wrong with me. i dunno wat issit. well.. i think it is almost everything. i am born with stupidity, ugliness and differences. i look rwite in the mirror and told the person infront of me "excuse me, would you please make way so tat i could see myself?". i rweally din know one has so many flaws. it seems tat i am humble to some people and to cat and gang, i am THICK SKINNED. recently, i saw this quote, "stop being humble.u're not tat great.".. it rweally told me something.. i was great! muahahahah... now, i am not humble.. i always tell new friends tat i looked terrible and told them, "if u look at me, u would think of the sea." they would then reply with a why... i would then say "cuz it makes u wanna puke..".. i was being low self-esteemed.. not too much of the humble part.. but.. when i go out with my close friends, they would start a conversation and say "i think a lot of pple likes lynn cuz she is cute." i replied and said, " i am not cute. i am adorable in the inside." cuzya know why? cute means ugly but adorable.. well.. i am trying to say, i am not ugly.. wat's wrong wif me? can somebody point ur finger at me and lead me to the light? i am so... ermz.. kinda person. i have an attitude, i am ugly compared to my two freaking b.e.a.utiful sisters, i am one of the worse student in class compared to the rest of my classmates, i am a stupid piece of shit who simply cant study,i am a disrespecful bitch, and most of all almost everybody hates me!!! i am a loser, a disappointment(sorry for the wrong spelling),a miser,a failure, a all-rounder failure.


i look at myself in the mirror and tell her, "hey u bitch infronta me, will u stop giving me tat stupid look? u stop giving me tat fucked up face or i'll give u a freaking slap rwite across ur face. so u think u're tat pretty?! look at urself in the mirror! come on, who are u to give me tat eye? u betta watch out."

i hate me. and sometimes, i like me. i hate me for being such an ugly looking bitch. i hate not looking like my sisters. i hate having different names from them. i hate my stupidity. BUT!!! i love me for being soOoO friendly, positive and mebbe... QUITE liked by pple.. but as for some 'arses' who dislike me for being such a bitch, look at urself before 'disliking' me. u have ur fucking flaws too.. fuck off and check urself out.
7:20 PM;





yeah...! the bitch is back!!! well.. well.. i guess nobody will read my blog either... since i am outta town for a hell long time... nothing's up.. no band... nothing to talk about... i juz wanna have my house quickly done and i can have u guys to come here and PARTY!!! woo hoo! i have yet to organise a "pork-lard" party... muAhhhahHAhha.. as zat said... yeah... tat is all dudes and babes... inform u guys as soon as possible... but i guess it will be very long... cuz the kitchen is NOT done, neither is the tv console thingy... and the dinning area... argh... with so much thing to renovate, the party might not be in the near future... so, keep u guys informed.. and good luck for all the examz and o'levels my dearies... mightie night..!
8:19 PM;