i'm obsessed with him. he's obsessed with this girl. this girl's obsessed with her boyfriend. her boyfriend's obsessed with this other girl. and this other girl is my girlfriend. HAHAHAHAHA. right. i just made that up. nonsense lynn, NONSENSE.

BAH.




every unfelt joy is sorrow.

i hope we'll all feel joy around us. so let ourselves be happy.




she told me: 'you're obsessed but you cant possess. so as long as he treats you nice, you should be happy.'

i replied: "i'm happy. but i keep thinking of having him as mine. i want to watch him as he sleeps. i'd be willing to watch over him. but i think i can only stay happy to this certain extent."

damn it this is sad.



let's thank people around us for watching over us. (: all of you should thank me.

"welcome." "no problem" "ya, it's alright." HA HA HA d:



tuning to: superwoman - ??



oh btw, i have edited my 'ABOUT ME' corner. look at "her". i have loads of photos there. (: all the nicey nicey ones. (: and those of me alone is those mental sides of me. apparently. so don't tell me i'm like HER. \: OKAY? enjoy!
3:43 PM;





let me begin with...



i bought my fishies today!!! woot. i have 10 neon tetras. and 2 guppies. red and blue. ANYWAY SHEENA.. there ain't yellow tetras. there are yellow guppies. there are green tetras.. but there ain't green guppies. hahaha. and red and blue? they have both tetras and guppies. ((: whee~




i screwed.

i loved him.

he made me hurt.

but, after we're apart, i have clean forgotten him.

now he wants me back.

i'm not gonna give in.

i'm sorry boy, i don't love you anymore.

yes, i've been a bad girl going around getting screwed.

but at least i'm living a happier life.

well, at least i think it is.

jet loves me. so does anthony. so does calvin. so does graham.

the list goes on.

what reason should there be that i should still be loving you?

yes boy, go screw other girls although i give good ones. :b





how does this sound familiar? HMMMRRR. *like HINT HINT. if i do this everyday, you don't need to tell me that you'd be sick and tired of my blog. i myself would be too. HAHAHA. that's why i never bother keeping up to her date. i just read those worth reading. ((: like her's. each passing day she still loves him deeply. no matter for rich or for poor. for black or for white (i'm making quite obvious. LOLS). until death do them part.





i'm seriously going to put this huge barrier and wall and building and volcano in between me and guys. SELF-DECLARATION: I AM LESBIAN. let me tell you, MAGIC STICKS ARE USELESS NOW, at least to me. my magic comes from within. it's like maburaho not card-captor sakura. wait.. maybe the guys have some chance. my ideal spouse should be at least 175cm, max 60kg, has a millionaire father, has his own RMX8, looks like edison chen, treats me like a princess, treats all my friends like angels, loves me 0.02 times more than his family and sends me to school and fetches me home most of the time. (: sweet? damn.




btw, something really cool to share. look at the 9th photo of this person! COOL STUFF.

NOT FOR THE WEAK-HEARTED. YOU ARE WARNED!

http://www.friendster.com/photos/13477163/300136951#9.

remember. 9th photo. ((:




blame yourself if you were curious. don't come screaming into my face. curiosity kills the cat. it killed mine.



usher - seperated.
If love was an
Oscar You and I
could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its
not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and
I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well,
and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off,
separated.




i don't know. felt so in the seperated song mood. ):


faith is lost. it's gone. but i'm doing fine. i'm not going to look for it.
i put my leftover faith in those hers i see.
12:08 AM;





it doesnt need everyone's attention. but at least, speak out so the heart won't hurt so much.




there'd be two 'moons' on the 27th of august. not proven but.. that was what i heard. mars will be coming closer to earth this faithful day and it'll look like we're seeing two moons from where we are. COOL HUH! pass this on cuz the next time we'll be seeing two 'moons' will be 281 years later. -.- in year 2287. WOOT. i'll probably be reincarnated to see it the second time in the position of someone else and not the lynn i am today. i don't wanna die. imagine you, you weren't the school you were in. like me, i was from tms. and once i was thinking.. if i was admitted into st hildas instead of tms. the me i am today would be different. i might have such a cute and rich boyfriend and i don't have any friends cuz i'm such a slut and all. then people despise because yadda yadda yadda. you get what i mean. but I AM OF TOTAL OPPOSITE LA. (: i don't have a boyfriend and i have SOOOOO MANY friends who love me cuz i'm such an annoyingly adorable bitch. AH HA HA HA.




and i love IC. when i say 'everybody rahh'. they all go 'rahhhhahaha'. lols. so cute la. cant take it. OKAY. i should be done talking. supposed to only edit my blogskin. now blogshit is blogspot. (: lynnfuDOTblogspotDOTcom. YAY. happy now. and i haven't done the research im supposed to pass up TOMORROW. ha. i'm so gonna be in a craphole. monica is gonna sit on me with her fat ass ON my face. eww, omg. this is going nowhere. im talking too much.



goodbye sweethearts. love you.
3:10 AM;





OKAY, i am SO SO SO PISSED. 04:10am.



this is not what you always hear. like "oh damn it i wrote a whole paragraph of what i did today and blogger screwed up. i cant post my entry! WHAT A WASTE OF TIME! i wrote every single thing i did today down! and now i'm too lazy to retype it all over." yes, this is what you get all the time. but no, what just happened to me was like a hundred thousand times worse than it. i edited my blogskin. the layout's exactly the same BUT STILL, all the edits have come to waste just because of my carelessness. i slightly clicked on the [CLEAR EDITS] button and BOOM, everything was gone.




HOLY MACARONI. HOLY COW. HOLY SHIT. HOLY LARD. HOLY MOTHER OF ALL LARDS.



yes, i'm TOO LAZY to re-edit it. will do it, not today. it's 4.10am please. i did edits from 3am. UCK. stupid. pathetic. abhorrent shit. gross. totally not in the mood to blog. this lynnfuDOTblogshitDOTcom just pissed me off. yes, and this blogshit happens to be mine.




everyone's not exactly happy with her. because of her neverending entries about him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him, him (maybe this is never gonna end), him, him, him, him, him, him (okay, i shall cut it short) AND him. yes. maybe you should stop it. i'm still well.. neutral. as usual. i don't think that what concerns her concerns me. all the boys, no, it doesnt bother me. her ego. no. i don't know. maybe i'm just numbed, used to it. ((: i guess that's the only way to keep everyone happy.



let's be NUMBED. so that we wouldn't anger, we wouldn't fear and we wouldn't hurt. being numbed helps me. it doesn't hurt not to love. not to be loved. bruises and cuts won't hurt no more. (: i'm going to rear guppies. or neon blue tetras. yay. fishes are cute. so are tortoises.
3:54 AM;





just finished watching the fast and furious tokyo dirft. WOOT. a good driver is sexy, a sexy driver is gooood. (: okay, i made that up. i like the part where sean had his FIRST race in tokyo. that narrow space where DK drifted sidewards up to the destination. oh whatever. there's digital fundamentals QUIZ TMRRRR. everybody scream with me!! RAHHHHH! goodness gracious. i seriously need to study like now. im supposed to anyway. (: i'm gonna make myself study and PASS this freaking module.




okay good bye people. till next time. which is later next month? i dont know. exams coming soon. i need free tuition from anybody who scores well for their engine stuffs. HA HA HA. ((: good bye good bye. LOVE.
7:26 PM;





weng:

"what's the new pirate show ah? pirates AND the CARRY-BEANS ah? pirates and the carrybeans right?!"

"eh you know this guy ah? this guy your friend ah? -laughs" -points to himself. laughs harder.





the most himbotic guy i have ever met.

he tells me not to cut my hair short. (: he wants my hair to remain long and he begged me to do so. haha. he's so faithful damn it. singapore should 'reproduce' more guys like weng. like that i wouldn't have lost my faith in the male species. i dont like him as in LIKE LIKE. cuz one, he's in the same class. two, his head is full of his ex-girlfriend and i like him like that (SO FAITHFUL). three, he is my himbotic bitchbestfriend. and i'm glad we're like that.





tmr's EPT. YAY! i love mr tang! (: he's the best teacher in TP (so far)! he gives me a lot of As. well, not only me la. half of my class gets A for the stuffs we do. he is SO NICE PLEASE! not like the stupid sally who's the teacher for the other class. EPT lessons are 2 classes combined into one. tang takes our class and sally takes the other. but tang is the form and sally co-form. something like that. but mr tang takes care of our class more cuz my class is the best. HAHAHAHA. no la, that's because he is supposed to. but he helps the other class A LOT TOO LA! not like sally. she doesn't even give a damn about my class. that's why she's called stupid sally. stupid bitch.





MRjrf. i'm absolutely pissed with him. THAT is why i hate boys. i use the word HATE. i'm seriously turning pure for goodness sake. i can see myself kissing this caucasian hot chick. that is if i ever do find one in singapore. or maybe a PureAsianLesbian from singapore? I HOPE. a super uber ultra hot one. but singaporean girls are so into boys. -.- hopeless.






mickeyy is SO cute. rahh. i want i want. <:(
1:56 AM;





Turn on Windows Media Player/Winamp/whatever you use as MP3 and put it in shuffle mode. For every question, press "next song". Enter title to answer the question.




1. How does the world see me?- if you were mine/marcos hernadez (HAHAHA! everyone wants a piece of me. LOLS.)
2. Will I have a happy life?- stop crying your heart out/Oasis (does this mean i wont?)
3. What do my friends really think of me?- black diamond/stratovarius (DIAMOND! im a unique black diamond.)
4. Do people secretly lust after me?- beep/Pussy Cat Dolls (HMM?)
5. How can you be happy?- best of you/foo fighters (i can be happy by being the best of me! sweet.)
6. What should I do with my life?- pon de replay/Rhianna (club all my life?)
7. Why must life be so full of pain?- the blowers daughter/damien rice (huh?)
8. Will I ever have children?- criminal/ayumi hamasaki (?!?!?! NO LINK!)
9. Will I die happy?- the last song/foo fighters (no link.)
10. What is some good advice for me?- that thing you do/new found glory (what thing i do?)
11. What is happiness?- another day/dream theater (no link either.)
12. What's my favorite fetish?- girl all the bad guys want/Bowling for soup (my fetish is the GIRL all the bad guys want. GIRL. see.)
13. How will I be remembered?- over and out/foo fighters (?)
14. What is your love life like?- drum battle/morris brown college (WHOA. exciting!)
15. What is sex with someone you like?- perfect situation/weezers (OOOH.. i see. HAHAHA!)
16. What's your life motto?- crazy in love/eminem (lols.)
17. What do your parents think of you?- hai pa/sun yan zi (sad. ): -)
18.What's your favorite hobby?- amazing grace/louis armstrong (no, my favourite hobby is skating.)
19. What does your best friend really think of you?- i miss you/Blink 182 (YAY! I MISS THEM TOO!)
20. What's the worst thing about you?- do what thou wilt/Ronin (?)
21. Describe your mind.- when you're smiling/Michael Buble (who's YOU? when who's smiling?)
22. How will you die?- what the world needs now is love/- (?!?!?! NO LINK.)
23. How does your crush feel about you?- love will find a way/christina aguilera (now, this answers to the question.)
24. What is your wedding going to be like?- more than words/extreme (SWEET! (: -)
25. What about your honeymoon?- another round/foo fighters (i'll actually have more than one honeymoon?! COOLSHIT!)
26. Describe the last day of your life.- hopelessly devoted to you/Olivia newton John (damn.)
27. Why does life suck?- no way back/foo fighters (true..)
28. Why does life rule?- she will be loved/Maroon 5 (me? i will be?)
29. What will you be famous for?- obsession/Frankie J (HAHAHAHAH!)
30. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?- catch your wave/Click five (HAHAHAHAHA!)
31. Will you achieve your goals?- when you're in love with a beautiful woman/Dr hook (?!)
32. What will your future job be like?- macy's day parade/Greenday (?!)
33. And your party life?- infinity/usura&datura (WOOHOO! a party-like-an-animal freak!)
34. Overall, will you be happy?- first date/blink 182 (?)
35. Or will you just deal with it?- beautiful day/ayumi hamasaki (what?)





OH MY. everyone who reads this post and has a blog please repost this! it's so damn fun please. spread the fun! "bet ya never know that you could answer qns with song titles :b " some of the song title actually answers to the questions. some is absolutely random. haha. (:





-YOU SHOULD LET ME LOVE YOU.

and you should love me. HAHAHA.





yes, lindsay lohan is hot. i like her cuz she's hot. (:
1:31 AM;





my mind - ??????






same date. same day.






liar.







best friend?








on the blog.






3 of them.







frustrated.






being decieved.






is it me?






please direct it at me if it's me.








i'm really afraid.









i'm lost. ):








I'M REALLY REALLY AFRAID.
2:10 AM;





it's really time for sleep but.. i just gave up on my math and decided to blog. :/ looks like i can never EVER complete an important task. argh.




i've wanted to post these crap since ages ago but i keep forgetting. it's the boys in my class. they're pretty himbotic. and the lecturers. GEES.





weng ' i love my gary. whenever i need him, he will be there for me. but sometimes when my gary make noise, i'll be very embarrassed.' GUESS WHO GARY IS. it is his ASS. -.-





me ' i just pierced my ear and it's swelling up. argh. pain ah..'
lester 'don't talk about ear piercings! i hate ear piercings.'
me ' huh???' -bewildered
lester says it very VERY softly ' cuz my ear very small.'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and seriously. his ear is only as big as my pinkie.





lecturer 'what have you all been doing? why did you guys do so badly?!' (for term tests)
class ' there's the world cup fever la cher..!!!!'
weng 'yes. and next time there will be the chun weng cup! and chun weng's cup will be C-cup!'
total himbo.





if you read it and don't find it funny at all, i've nothing to say. you have to feel it. it was during the moment when it happened that made me feel that it was damn stupid. HAHA. such cute friends.




lecturer M ' all these things ah OGKAY, we ahh accept you to know ah OGKAY.'
-we EXPECT* you to know. she's pretty old (40 plus?), single and wears braces. she cant pronounce stuffs properly. and she says OKAY 10 times in ONE sentence. which is darn irritating. and she flirst with weng a lot. HAHAHA. old women likes stupid boys.. lols.




lecturer H ' the line in gring is the ray and this is the end point or orange-y. u-er-lly the ray will be postive.."
-the line in green* is the ray.. end point or ORIGIN*. USUALLY* the ray will be positive.


she says 'uerlly' all the time and i keep repeating the UERLLY after she does. :x i'm sorry but i can't help it. it's damn funny la. she's from china and a lecturer. i respect her okay! it's not easy for her to teach in english. and it's MATH she's teaching. can you imagine? if i had to learn math in chinese? it's exactly like her teaching math in english. so i guess i have to make do with her funny english. (: she's nice so i shan't talk too much about her.



okay, i'm sleeping now. it's 4am. there're more books in my eye bags already. and there're LOCKED in. crap. need to take them out. okay. good morning! till next time.



listening to: Rainie Yang - Ai Mei
3:01 AM;





anyway, yes cat and zhian, i've realised. LOLS. i'm the 'imitation'. :x HAHAHAHA. sorry was too impulsive and i overreacted. BAHAHAHAHA. btw, MONDAY WAS GREAT. had loads of fun with just the both of you! (: had fun too when we were with weili and friends. HAHAHA. cat!!! i like 'weiwei-look-alike'. plays time crisis. left-hander. so sexy.





Grabbed this from cat's blog. hahaha. bored see.





1. What kind of first impression do people think when they first see you? -mad.
2. What's one thing you like to do alone? -cry?
3. In love? -i've never been in love. so i don't know.
4. Whats your fav. drink? -sprite ice.
6. Do you ever have to beg? -maybe? i don't know.
7. What kind of books do you like to read? -i don't read. eww.
8. Do you think you're cute? -maybe? only when people tell me that i am.
9. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends? -totally.
10. Do you care? -yes. i'm a temasekian and i care.
11. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? -chocolates.
12. Describe your bed? -single. like me. pink striped sheets. soft mattress. overloaded with stuffed toys and cushions.
13. Do you know how to play poker? -no.
14. What do you carry with you at all times? -money, ezlink card and my handphone.
15. What do you miss most about being little? -being rich.
16. Are you happy with your given name? -lynn. hmm. i think it is short and sweet.
17. How much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year? -a pair of GOOD skates, a lot of skating kakis and $400 a month will do.
18. What color is your bedroom? -pink.
19. Have you ever been in a play? -Minuong and Troungchee class act. best class act in school know! I WAS THE MAID! I WAS THE MAID!! (x lols.
20. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? -no. not for now.
21. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? -i.. think so.
22. What's 2 things you wish you could do but can't? -make my mom strike some singapore billion-dollar lottery. have someone to cuddle with.
23. Where is your ideal marriage location? -i don't intend to get married. serious.
24. Whats one instrument you wish you could play? -drums!
25. Whats one language you want to learn? -hmm. i'd like to learn a lot actually. spanish, french, italian, japanese, korean and german.
26. What do you order at a bar? -sprite please! no sprite? ): 7-up.
26. Do you have a bar at home ? -i wished.
27. Have you ever pierced your body parts? -duh~ i want to pierce my lips and tongue. yes i'm going to ruin my face.
28. Do you have any tattoos? -dont have any but i want one. on my armpit (CAT, lols). RIGHT. on the back of my neck.
29. Would you admit to getting plastic surgery if confronted? -i wouldn't even consider having one.
32. What do you cook best? -eggs!
33. Do you cry in front of your friends? -yes, i will whenever i should.
34. Do you believe in forever? -depends on where you use the word on.
35. What is your favorite line to say when you're drunk? -"i'm not drunk!" i don't know. haven't been there.





oh my, my grams just popped into my room! hahaha. scary. she stayed over for a night. sleeping in the air-conditioned room while im stuck with the fan. FOR LIFE.






listening to : from a distance - bette midler





sighs. im sad. feeling moody. omg. i can't control myself. my period's taking over me. )): RAHHH. i think.. i'm turning into full-fledged homo. i'm giving up on boys. i'm going to be my own man.
1:11 AM;





OH MY GOD THE `lynn- ON MY TAGBOARD IS NOT ME. AND I NEVER KNEW ABOUT IT. F**K OFF YOU BLOODY IMITATION. NOW SHOW YOURSELF AND TELL ME WHO ARE YOU BEFORE I GET INTO A BITCHFIT AND ERASE YOU FROM MY FRIEND LIST. WAIT, THAT IS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND. PEOPLE, WHAT HAS HE/SHE BEEN SAYING? CAN SOMEONE LIKE UPDATE ME? I'M TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS OF EVERYTHING SINCE I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM COMP FOR 5 DAYS. I'M WARNING YOU YOU IMITATION.









im pissed. yes. i'm sick and tired of. no, i'm not gonna give in. you tested my patience a lil too many times. i'll come to you only when i need you. KARMA, JUST FOR YOU.






i love the fantabulous6. i miss. a whole damned lot.

cat, emmy, luv, sheena & zhian. LOVEALOT.




the glorious5united. I MISS. a damn freaking lot.




lucky they are treating me well. i'm like a lil sister to them. (: that's really nice. i love to be pampered. and i am. (x people pamper me A LOT A LOT please. love you so so much.





TP: weng. lester. lucas. louis.





skaters: moomoo. greg. zhu. wilson2. maria. zac. kat. reeve. kaishi. jasmine. elbre. sky. gavin. bong. peckann. piku. javier. lucas. marcus. zhen yu. nicholas. simong. weili. jenevieve. (:
3:08 AM;