♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005
finally!!! you must be thinking.a fresh new look. though it's plain and pink, it's my first attempt of making my own blogskin. not so much of a failure right? hmm.. only made some changes and used some random picture picked from the document's folder. gee.. i made this in 4 hours! - -ll that's hell load of a time taken out from my sleep. sheesh. i din even take that much time to do poa today. anyway, it's a good day today. (: went to expo to study(new study area), and then at 8++, when we were all leaving, i was supposed to take the bus alone because sheena left me helpless with all the bedok people. however, the bedok people (cat, zhian, kaisiang and shahul) offered and accompanied me to the bus stop and we waited for the bus. it was pitch black for pete's sake, i could have died without them. so we waited and finally, the bus came, and it was almost empty. only one GUY was seated at the back so they were like shouting, "SIT AT THE FRONT!! SIT AT THE FRONT!!" hurhur. (x such nice people. so cutesy. <3i love my life. i love my foo family. my eldest sis is getting married! woo, can't wait for that. (tim, no need for the wedding march already. ): boo.) dad's getting old and nice. mom's getting old and bitchy. nik is neutral, neither is she lovely nor nasty. still love my girlfriends but sheena's quite distant from me. i'm still loving her and our hot dinning spot at NYDC. cat is still as great. emily's still my pampered lil baby. luvena's still my bus matey. zhian's still my prettiest(: bimboo!! on top of all these, my class still rocks. oh, yes emily, i put words into others but i don't do it myself..`learn to cherish and appreciate what you have and not bother of what you have not. **yes, i've come to realise. what i have in hand are those great ones and those who chose to left.. i don't mind, because you don't matter. (x i can't be so loyal anymore. it's not as though everyone is as loyal to me as i am to them. YOU, reading the blog, get the message? i don't give a fart anymore if you hate or dislike me. one day, without realising, i'm one whom you'll need in the future. that one day will be soon to come. oh, besides having a LOVEEEEEELY life, mom is getting more lovely! mom bought me new undies! hurhur. it's female boxers! so cute ah, just because she saw nik having it, she bought a pair for me. (x don't know why my mom has been so cute these days. forcing me to eat.. "go eat some mooncake.. don't want mooncake? eat ice cream la! don't want? drink some mango juice!" and she knows i'm going on a healthy diet. - -ll mom these days!!! hah!don't wanna love you if you don't love me.don't wanna need you when you won't need me too. (: i've sort out my thoughts, yet again.
1:20 AM;
♥ Thursday, September 15, 2005
in this fast-paced world, everything's changing i don't feel the same anymore.i haven't been online since i-dont-even-know-when and friendster is already is so advanced. i hardly know how to use it. pathetic. as on cat's blog on asteroids, we might all be dead on year 2019 which is 14 years from now. wait, considering that year 2005 is ending, let's make it easy, 13 years. (: SWEET. i expect myself to be married 10 years later. looks like my husband and i will only see and live together for 3 years only. saddening. prelims are here and in exactly 50 days EXACTLY, it will be O levels! YAAY. alas, it's only 50 days! lovely! 50 days is 1 month and 19 days. that's nice isn't it? with nothing in my head but brain juices. and i'm dried already. i squeezed all juices out for yesterday's social studies prelim. NOTHING i studied came out. LOVELY ISN'T IT! how things are so nicely done without considering my feelings!ok, i'll be hibernating for this SHORT period, i think.be patient. i'll visit for tags. (:human anatomy offline.
3:30 PM;
♥ Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i thought it was chan.
nope, he wasn't.
i asked for his big name.
my heart thumped so hard i could feel the anxiety inside.
i was dumbfounded and pretty tongue-tied when he said his name.
it's like, he keeps reminding me to think of him.
WHY, TELL ME WHY?
i'm already quite over those times.
but he came back and made me recall those memories.
however, i know that i no longer need him like i used to do.
it's really nice talking to him. (:
YAAAAAAAAY.
i'll see if he calls later,
from that far far away land.
METAL ROCKS!
the bass guitar makes DENGY DENGY sounds.
boy loves girl, girl loves another boy
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boyA loves girlB, girlB loves boyC. boyC loves girlD but girlD loves boyA.
I HATE LOVE TRIANGLES AND SQUARES.
7:30 PM;
♥ Thursday, September 01, 2005
yet another few weeks passed in a glimpse.
COUNTDOWN: 66 days to o levels.panic. panic.. PANIC!!!
don't bother.
3:30 PM;
