came back from JJ lin's concert..
it was his birthday yesterday and he is celebrating it tmr.
hmm..

side-track..
anw! though i went merely to accompany my sisters, it was nice to have been there.

he is talented and he sings really well.
makes me want to know him more and be his friend. HAHA.
and nik(2nd sis) says he doesn't drink and smoke and he is rich = good bf!
she's his freelance make-up artist btw.
AND SHE IS DOING HIS MAKE-UP ON HIS BDAY PARTY TMR SO SHE IS INVITED.

damn, i need inspiration.
i want to make my mark too. =c

oh, and i msged a little more than a dozen of people when i was at the concert to switch off their lights for the cause "Earth Hour". it's cute cus some people replied.
"wait i cannot see"
"switched off already!"
"hello started already! ((:"
lols. so cute luh. and whilst everyone else is trying to ration the usage of electricity, there we were at the concert enjoying the spotlights, sound systems and all.
i felt guilty seriously. cus if i were home, i would've switched all of my lights off.
and for those who were home and didn't support Earth Hour, FEEL GUILTY NOW.

sighs.
k, that's about all i wanna say. lol.

ohh! i wanna watch what "Handsome Suit" is about.
Japanese comedy showing in cinemas 9th April. =D

OHOH! has anyone seen the 'Be Heard in Chinese' commercial?
I LOVE IT! 4 year old french girl speaks perfect chinese. AWESOME!
try looking for the commercial. i'm going to vote it for viewers' choice (but it's over '09)!

HAPPY WHATEVER DAYS PEOPLE!
xoxo.
(my new photo sexy or not? =x Hint: Say yes!!)
1:36 AM;





So what? I'm still a rock star.

okay, so maybe i'll try, whatever it takes me to.

doubts of mine still aren't cleared.
insecurities are still insecurities.
there's too much to mention but i'd cut it short.

maybe i was too me.
nonchalant about my gestures that might not be nice.
who cares really?

love yourself before others.
because if you don't even love yourself,
how would anyone learn to love you?


and maybe for the sake of myself, i will love it less.
i've been way too occupied and passionate about it
that i've given up too much of myself just to be part of it.

anyway, what's minor in my life, good riddance.
i'll start to grow up from today.

changes will be good, i'm sure.
women of sex&thecity/cashmeremafia here i come.
2:55 AM;





yesterday was a hell of a day.

stayed awake until 6am in the morning today with the little 6 hours of sleep the night before.
however, it was all worth it. =)

haven't gathered like that for a very long time already.
the friends i've made in school are still all pretty much the same when we were in sec5.

the chalet was a 2day 1 night thing so we made full use of what we paid for.
we played taboo from the time we booked in which was 4pm.
barbecue started at 8pm.
took plentiful of photos and continued our taboo with the rest of the people who didn't left.

they still act the same.
cath, anny, emily.. munah, muntaz, faezah.. benny, bony, nicholas..
kaisiang, naif, shahul, yanda.. ruzi, farhana, shanu..
kenneth, astley, mokhsein, syafiq.. christopher, khai.. justin,vincent..
alvin, dennis!!
i don't think i've missed anyone out. =)


i can't explain much without the photos and vids we took.

anw, google is such an amazing thing.
it doesn't fail me and that's not surprising.
kudos to the one who created google. you are a genius!

lazy to type more.
will update again soon..
goodbye.
6:09 PM;





saturday 14 march 2008:

okay, so i missed the alumni band concert
AND
the competition has been postponed to the coming saturday cus of the wet weather.

oh well.
finally, I EXECUTED MY SLIDES IN A COMP FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 YEARS.
*claps* what an achievement! -_-"

and cus kat and i were the only female participants, we were in an "open category" which consists of 99% boys. LOL.
but funny thing was, i wasn't as tensed as being in the womens' category.
maybe i should just be a man and join in the mens' group. =\


anw, a few of my favourite shots. =)





the team. missing: lucas ng jun jie.


shall wait for saturday to come and continue my sunburn session. blaaaa.
can't wait for the class chalet.
can't wait for my mom's bday too. YAY!


FEASTS, I AM COMING. I AM GOING TO EAT YOU!!! =D

watched the movie "Race to witch mountain" and "Push".
both of the movies had similarities of having extraordinary powers.

i liked "Push". =) it's a must watch!
a bit too complicating for slow people like me. =c
9/10. 1 point deducted for the damn noisy screams by the weird boys. grrr.
haha, go figure! so watch it!

race to witch mountain..
you can watch it if there's no other movies that you wanna watch.
a good movie but quite predictable lor. 7/10.


ANW, lazy to type alr.
i'm gonna rest my aching neck and back.
i need fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodd~~
5:07 PM;





GOT THIS FROM KAT'S BLOG~
pretty speechless. lol.



i shop around for mr right. HAHA!
boys are probably toys.
you like them, you buy them.
don't like them, you dump them.

just kidding! no offense okay? =)

i need to wake at 6.30am later. it's the 14th and it's 3am!!
damn the competition. i'm supposed to go for alumni's band concert.
but apparently, i have no idea who'll be there to accompany me AND..
yes, the competition is compulsory for me and it ends only at night.
and it might even DELAY AND DRRRRAAAAAGGGG on till midnight again.
urgh! i want to go for the band concert! =c

let's see if i can make it for the alumni concert tmr..
boohoohoo. timmy!! sighs.
2:58 AM;





i don't get what was so offending.

does it bring back unwanted memories? i don't actually know..
there wasn't anything private.
private stuffs are serious, and there weren't anything serious.
also, it was meant to be a facetious entry.

seriously, i don't think before i do things.
that's how i make people laugh.
that's how i always get into trouble.
i do all the stupid things.
i'm still the stupidest person on earth,
doing what i usually do and get mocked and blamed.


maybe ransacking my boxes of books just to find that wasn't worth the effort. maybe taking the whole afternoon to read the diary ( i hate reading btw), just to jot down the funny moments was an epic failure.

i think my whole life is about taking wrong steps. uhhh.

maybe i was stupid.
maybe it was a demeaning past.
maybe, well, just maybe.


urgh, i should just be an adult soon.
i'm not an intellect. i'm not gorgeous. i'm not a socialite.
i'm still dumb girl-next-door.

in my own world of utopia,
lynn.
8:16 AM;





I DUG OUT MY SEC SCH DIARIES SHARED BETWEEN BESTIES.
BEGINNING OF YEAR 2004.
(those readers who're not my classmates, you might not be interested! =\)

post edited.

She says...


L: If you love him too much, you won't leave. He won't lose you no matter how bad he treats you. There is no reason why he should treasure you. He can treat you like crap and you will still stick to him like glue. (talking bout myself and shawn foo.)


L: Want hit must hit her myself. Like that then SHUANG ma. Ask her kneel down and beg for forgiveness.
(After we approached the girl, her friend went to pao toh us to our teacher. He made us stay back for 15mins to write a report.)
A: CB. Stucked here with everyone.. bleah..
C: What sia. What you trying to become?! WHAT CB? WHAT KNN? Trying to be like me and lynn ah? You also wanna tio dai ji ah!?

A: Kai siang say last night he got wet dream... ?!?!?!?! (LOL.)

L: BOOHOOHOO. nobody to send me to school and look me in the eye le.. :( bleah. I want to have a passionate kiss with.. nobody in particular. Just want one... looks so... fun?!?! HAHA.
(I just broke up with my I-AM-CRAZY-OVER lover shawn foo who picked me from home to send me to school BY A CAB every single morning. sighs.)

S: Now Miss Shirin talking about sex and sexuality. Talking about tits and boobs and breasts and now bums. Tight or big fat fleshy ones. How to differetiate cups A,B,C,D ah? And why is the lesson under Civics and Moral education. (-.-)

L: If yanda cried cus he just passed.. why am i still normal when i failed?!

A: Bleah... who cares about alvin. he say we big mouth *peng*. (WTF.)

C: Faiz so funny. He said that your feet, the biggest one called toe, the rest called fingers.

L: Omg what did i do? I am feeling so tremendously foolish and guilt-ridden. What got into me? I have sinned too much even 100 Jesus cannot wash my sins away with his blood. I am a sucker. (Mr TanKS threw my book into the bin. i slowly walked to the bin, picked it up, walked back, stared at him, slammed my book on the table, dragged the chair and sat down. everyone went quiet.)


*i've been a delinquent for my sec school days. notorious for talking back and stuff. what was meant to be reminiscent isn't now. dissed.*


been quite fucked-up on dota. been cursing and swearing like i'm a bloody dickhead. i admit i was one. oh well, pwned then pwned lor.


i'm going to get a job soon. that's something that i've to face soon. argh.
someone save me. i want income by doing nothing!!
has anyone found out the method to it!? =(

okay, it's getting lengthy.
gonna go to ecp now, DON'T RAIN PLEASE.
love, lynn!
4:35 PM;







damn. these japanese little girls are sooooo hot. psssst.

though the video is damn pixellated, you can still see what you should see in the video.

i shall go watch more dance vids. waiting for time to pass then i shall be out of the house!! no more taking care of the dogs! i've had enough of poops and puddles of pee and... and... incessant barkings! roar.


in another 10 days it'll be the Temasek Wind Ensemble's Alumni concert. cath!! anny!! you guys wanna go with me!? i wanna go back to school and reminisce. been thinking of how i'd sound if i played the flute again. timmy has been telling me to go for alumni band sessions since 2006. i always reject him cus i don't believe in myself. i think if i had to play the flute again, i'd sound like an out-of-tune bagpipe. =(

i miss going to charity concerts that the school organised. i miss the themed dressings that we always plan for. i miss my besties. i miss my classmates. i miss my schoolmates. boo.. i miss secondary school life. =(

next time.. i shall blog again. ima lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bum.
11:15 AM;





i found this piece of paper while cleaning up my room one day.
this was a random QnA done when i was in Sec 3..
i was damn stupid please.


1. What do you understand about "dating"?
I don't know anything except that "dating" is like going steady with a boy or girl.

2. Is "dating" the same as going out? Explain your answer.
Yes. Going out is hanging out with people you like. Same goes for dating.

3. At what age is "dating" appropriate?
Anytime. As long as not going too far like wet kisses and stuff lor. (wth.. =.=)

4. Do your friends have "steady" girlfriends/boyfriends?
Yes. LOADS. (i was thinking of luvena.. my sec school classmate who had 54 ex-bfs at the end sec school.)

5. Have they mention any problems to you?
Some only. not a lot.

6. What do you look for in your "steady"?
Nice and caring towards me, lets me have my freedom and not being too over-protective. Must truly HONESTLY love me for me. Taller than me. Older by the most1 year. Not a hooligan. Appearance counts too.

omg. this is so stupid. the way i answered it was so typical school girl. lol.
i don't remember what lesson was it but if i'm not wrong, it was civics and moral education. tsk.
i miss stupid days in secondary school.

when the ss/chinese teacher will say "Those who never bring your books go and stand outside of the class." ,then at least 97% of the people would drag their chairs, slowly walk out and stone while standing. sad for the teachers, but our class too united. since sec 1. lols. i love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee our academic class.

boo i miss secondary school days where everyone's so young and stupid.
do the most annoying things and still be so loved by your friends.

turning into an adult will be the biggest thing i've to deal with in life. =( sighs..
12:27 AM;