BAH! watched true files. and guess what? its a case of a psychopath abusing a kid till the kid died. ASS. i`d kill that man if i ever see him.

the man`s name is "chong". he was the boyfriend of this divorced woman. she had 3 kids, two girls and one boy. the boy was the youngest and all.. then that friggin ass chong abuse the kevin boy. so poor thang can?!?! if i was the woman, i`d kill him. she is darned stupid. oh god, SAVE HER. she has low iq.. that was proved by the.. prison board blablabla.. the psychopath chong moved into the house on one sunny day october don`t know when. then he APPEARED to be mr-nice-uncle.. then it`s like, when the girlfriend (kevin`s mother) not at home, the two girl`s are schooling, he demanded that kevin CANNOT wear clothes at home. then when kevin took off his clothes, the psychopath chong used a feather duster to whack kevin until he was bleeding all over... then the psychopath also forced kevin to eat P O O . and when kevin refused, psychopath hit him with the cane.. till kevin agreed and he stuffed the poo into his mouth and started crying.. the psychopath was like "that`s better" (like, TO HELL with you) . PSYCHO. and it`s not just once.. when kevin`s mother was at home, the psycho was like "you better ask your son to eat the poo, if not he will suffer." the woman was like "he really must eat it?" he replied "your son has RABIES.. and only if he eat this, he will recover! don`t tell me you want him to pass this disease to you and your other two daughters? faster! ask him eat.." then she was like "kevin, this is GOOD for you, faster eat and recover.." then of course kevin refused.. and so, he got a spanking from his mother.. then again, he agreed, and stuffed the shat into his mouth and started crying. (i din know singapore had such STUPID mothers and psychotic people. eurgh) well, that is not all! the psycho still said "still have one more treatment.. and that will cure his rabies." GUESS WHAT?! he used the HOT wax from burning candles and dripped on kevin`s TESTICLES. totally PSYCHOTIC, PSYCHOPATHIC, CRAZY, MENTAL AND NUTS. eurgh. then kevin of course, eventually died.. DUH~ he died with 144, ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY FOUR (i spelt it out to make things clearer..) yes, 144 WOUNDS on his tiny body.



like, WHAT THE FRIGGIN FUCK is wrong with the MAN? nono, that BEAST?!? he should be an ant that crawls on my study desk. then i`ll use a lighter and BURN IT. then.. squash it then... then then flush it down the toilet bowl. nono, not fun.. EURGH. irritating. RARRGH. and his punishment was a total of 20 years imprisonment. like, NOT ENOUGH?!?!?! i should be the judge.. first, i`d use red hot charcoal burn his testicles AND penis.. then.. maybe use huge olympic flames burn his yes, testicles and penis AGAIN... then castrate him after the toture. cut his ear like those stray cats that are sterilized. use needle poke his eyeballs (HAHA, SOUNDS FUN) . pluck all his finger and toe nails OFF. use rope tie his hand and legs then start pulling the ropes from all directions.. give him a GOOD STRETCH... then.. whip him till he has 441 wounds on his BIG body. hahaha~ and, even if he was dead, i`d still continue the procedure.. and hang him LASTLY! yaay! that is what i call a good PUNISHMENT. boo yea. am i as psychotic as him! i don`t give a friggin shit to heartless people. chong deserved it! he kill a poor innocent 8 year old boy. EIGHT YEAR OLD. that boy could have lived up to a hundred.. which means ninety two more years! ass. psycho chong. i really feel like using the hot wax and drip on HIS testicles instead. RARRGH!

10:26 PM;





hey C A T! and yea, i just read her blog and man(!) does she speak and type like a mix and match plus a copy and paste of me and you! and for nuts and balls sake`s, when has she gone into saying balls and nuts? and, i must say, her blog is plain, like yours. muahahahaha~ is she trying too [i emphasize on that word. T O O] hard to be like.. i`d dare not say.. but oh wells. uh huh, you get what i mean. [my sister`s surprisingly not driving me outta her room. she`s helping my eldest sis with some model drawing.. well, that`s her forte.] it`s funny why, so many people are copying us. or, is everyone becoming the same? starting to clone everyone so no one has their own personality? everyone`s starting to say they`re ugly instead of the self-proclaimed princess [erm, except HER, she thinks she`s HOT. oh man. did i mention girls nowadays make me puke faint and die before my comp?!]. hmmm.. and and and.. there is so much to say. i can`t believe it. typical hoes like her, i can`t be bothered. prototypical bitches like me, oh save it. i`m extinct. darn! muahahahahahaha~ one word, pathetic. she is a money grubber. a i`ll-be-with-you-only-if-you`re-drop-dead-gorgeous hoe. what`s WRONG with girls nowadays? can`t they just save at least SOME lil dignity and pride for their four-letter-words?! B O D Y / S E L F ? ! ? rarrgh. boo yea. it`s hectic a world we live in. it`s chaotic outside of singapore, but we don`t have to learn them. who says you have to flaunt your boobies to let people know you have them? i have the assets [you`re gonna exclaim "MAN?! SHE HAS THEM?!" then followed on by a BIG L O L, WHATSOEVER i`d say], but i don`t flaunt them. muahahahahahaha~ only close ones will know! i mean seriously.. yah, i am being 100% honest. aiight. who gives a damn if i have alota assets. the main subject is, stop trying.. too hard to be famous.. it just doesn`t work out if you`re not given the popularity. not like me... UH~ *flings hair*



R I G H T ! ~


lalala~
now lose it [ ah ah ah ah ah ]
just lose it [ ah ah ah ah ah ]
go crazy [ ah ah ah ah ah]
oh baby [ ah ah ]
oh baby [ ah ah ]
it`s monday night lalala~
oh boy, just touch my bodaay [ nah uh aah!]
anyways, one last question for peeps who read my blog. what will you do if i turn lesbian one day? i mean.. i`m.. falling for a butch. :X s e r i o u s . boo!~ scared ya aye! weee~

3:15 AM;





this friggin computer is getting out of hand. rarrgh. the first thing was, i opened internet explorer.. and guess what? the main page was www.pornoneur.com whatever the CORRECT site is. it`s just stupid. all these porn. if only i could stop everyone from watching these OMFG stuffs. christmas is round the corner. love actually. wahahahaha~ i still remember last christmas. oops. did i miss out on something? yes, my...



N` level RESULTS!!! dammit. i`ll get result on the 17th of december..


how nice! right after my birthday, i`d be ripped, torn and chopped. preservation or cremation better? hmmm. help me decide. drop me a tag. =] wee~ what should i do this birthday season? well. i`m not asking anyone to buy me anything. cuz i`ve planned it all already! i am gonna suicide on my birthday. so don`t bother bout presents. i won`t be able to receive them. wahahahahaha~ ok, if only i have the courage to commit suicide. the focus is to COMMIT. wow, what a BIG word. the worst i could do to myself is to poison myself. sleep in the car, turn on the aircon and die by breathing in carbon monoxide peacefully! that is the WORST i can do to myself.. hahaha~ nah.. i love myself too much to do anything like that. i`m loving my life. I THINK.
been quarrelling with my sister over the DARNED computer. rarrgh. excuses she gives to get me outta her room. what?! my computer sucks, can`t you just lend me your computer for a wee bit of your time? eurgh. recently, i`ve got a really sharp tongue. don`t know why too.. it`s like.. nobody can beat my 'reasonings'.. even my sister. believe it or not. she usually says all the blablabla and i just sit there dumbfounded, ignoring her. now, i am doing that to her, making her dumbfounded, with nothing to say.. hahaha~ even cat too. wahahahahahahaha!!!~ but, i am serious.. i give REAL 'information' and not just shoot callous remarks, leaving the opponent hurt and tahla tahla tahla. hahaha~
should i rent a bbq pit for decmeber babies? wahahahaha~ but.. i don`t have the $$$ for the food. dang! eurgh. and i want to call EVERYONE whom i know to the erm.. whatsoever. wee~ sounds fun. yet again.. "$$$CHI CHENG$$$". takers, anyone? no? darn.. >:

2:55 AM;





TO CATHERINE TAY LI JUN

firstly, what did i say to offend you? why talking so harshly? you're speaking like.. "what the fuck is your problem you SLUT?!" you are not becoming like maoTU? oh, save it. ask sheena and luvena. we always talk bout you two. and we came to a conclusion that you are becoming like her. not yet HER.. yea. and, i din say you din piss him off. in fact, you always do don`t you? and i said, i might become like you. but NAH (NOT NOW). did i say wrong? and what's with you saying i'll be an old hag who wont marry? well.. even if i don`t marry, the problem won`t be because nobody wants me.. but the problem will be i don`t wanna marry. like now. i don`t wanna be owned by someone. neither do i wanna have the status of being "ATTACHED". like you. and zhian. i am a free soul. he treats you well. like duh~ who does not know?! and you're dissing me with what you said on YOUR blog. how nice aye? i din mean to even piss you off with my previous entry. but no idea why you're speaking in sucha tone. and that totally pisses me off. and, so far, i have only come across TWO boyfriends. NOT YET experienced any boyfriend who will treat me better than nicholas. but in the future i will have one that will definitely treat me better than nicholas. in fact, the person has always been there. its only that.. i don`t have feelings for him YET and i don`t wanna start a TRUE relationship YET. i am NOT princessy or full of myself. i said to ALL GIRLS. not only me. thus, i am just having a feminist idea. ahem* excuse me. me? retribution? ahah. cursing me already? that`s fast. how foul can you get? besides, who knows who is fucking maoma and who is fucking maotu? these people don`t even exist. UNLESS, you admit you`re that person with that awful sounding name. i bet zhian DOES NOT wanna have that maoTU title to herself. haha~ can`t resist laughin at that 'name'. and i repeat, i DID NOT say i won`t become like you. i said, wonder if i`ll become like you. blabla~ time will tell. like.. duh~ and.. i may get cheated (wait, is this ANOTHER CURSE?), but not a million times. well.. i don`t exactly accept ALL the guys who chooses to woo me. out of 15, i'd choose 1. so if there`d be a million guys.. erm.. you do the counting YOURSELF. so what if i was ditched by the two former boyfriends i had? i can`t really be bothered. well.. except for the most recent one.. rarrgh. oh c`mon. who was the one who told you nicholas loves you the most and all? it was me. and you? you THOUGHT he really did give you up. i know nicholas feelings. i can tell TRUE feelings better than you do. so what if i haven experienced true love tahla tahla tahla.. i have seen my TWO sisters who fall in and out of love every now and then. and what? my eldest sis is married. the man she married wasnt her love from secondary school. she was like me. he was always there, trying all his best to get her.. but she rejects him and goes steady with other guys. she ditched them and one ditched her(I THINK).. and blablabla.. and now?! she is with the man who chased her from secondary school until last year, they got together.. and now, they`re engaged. the one you marry won`t neccessarily be the one you were with in your sec school days. see.. maybe, i`d get marry with J. i mean. who knows. so grow up. don`t tell me you know more than me. yes.. you do know more bout what true love is. but i know more about what is true love. get the difference? everyone is a broken bucket. i won`t say i`m all shrewd than you are. but you can`t criticise and call me a slut.
lalala~ i don`t wanna start a fight. or quarrel with you.. cuz what i said wasn`t out to diss you. i was just.. saying what i think. anyhoos, this is MY blog.. surely i am entitled to share my views and be open about my thoughts? and the focus of the previous entry was about work. how did all these turn out to make you angry? i guess you`re a lil too sensitive. that sentence could even put you up into a rage and make you type all that. i shall forgive you. maybe you`re too stressed. i`m cool. haha~ so, will you, sit back and relax?! and not curse me. your entry ain`t nice at all. and, i won`t go after 'pearls' anymore. only if someone offers it, and if i admire that particular pearl, i`d accept it(even if the pearl was fake). men will always be men, i agree. but not all men are the same.

11:19 PM;





man. this is the world`s slowest and taking-forever-to-load computer i have in my room. rarrgh. i should do something bout this. but, do i even have time for this? NO. hell N O. now i am familiar with doing stuffs at pasta mania.. my shifts are therefore longer and duh~ more days for me to work. described by my parents as tough work.. erm.. actually.. not really. maybe because i haven worked consecutively for 12 hours yet? so far.. i have achieved 7 hours only! and.. my 11 hours shift is coming up. heh heh! how cool. it is on hari raya puasa! yaay. more pay! WHOOPEEDEEDOO! luvena`a angry bout this. HAHA! we`re competing on who gets more $$$. i think. cuz we`re always angry with each other if the other person works MORE. haha.. weird aye? nevertheless, this has been an eye-opener for me. learning lotsa new stuffs. =] SO FUN. just cant resist working more than luvena. which is so much of a surprise to my parents. cuz i never seem to do the house chores at home. I DO IT KAYS! i wash the left-so-alone dishes EVERY MORNING. clear my DOG's POO everytime i leave the house. feed my dog. when i am free, i vacuum the floor. isnt this a VERY BIG contribution already?! and I AM WORKING to get my own allowance! what more do they want!? hmpf* haven been bloggin recently all because of these. lotsa work and.. lil play. i am so gonna NEED TO vacuum and mop the floor tomorrow, iron the clothes? maybe. i said i wanna be miss perfect aye? so i am gonna do all that. be a GOOD DAUGHTER. wakakakaka~ i am trying all sorts and means of achieving that title. i have already STOPPED peeking at boys/guys ya know? i seldom flirt now! TAH DUH!!! i am gonna turn the clock around. make them do the job instead. eurgh. why do it when there is someone else to do the "dirty" job? Xb muahahahahaha! -EVIL laughter- LOL. as if that'll happen anytime near. maybe my next life? when it wont be me anymore? hurhurs~ anyhoos, to the girls, dont love the guys too much, put yourself above them and make them love you. HAH! feminist aye? Xb nanie nanie poo poo!- well.. for two people i know. i think they totally lost it all. that will be maoma and maoTU. yea yea.. they`re the hubby`s girl now. wonder if i`ll turn into them. NAH. i have too much ego in me. hmmm.. 0_o? no idea.. hopefully i can do all the talking in a whole shot and when i wanna blog again, i`ll do it in another shot. just throw all the news right at your face. btw, i wrote before this. but my com hanged and everything was deleted. it is bout my job experience. HAHA~ it really is something tremendously exciting..


anyhoos, i just painted my nails.. haha!~ Xb anti-climax



i was serving this guy customer (probably sec 3) when he was with his VJC friend(or girlfriend?).. he ordered a creamy chicken linguni upsize pasta (i remember VERY clearly) in the oval plate(different from the normal round plates). i served him his pasta when i accidently tilt the plate A LIL and the sauce dripped onto the table, his pants AND the floor. i was like.. "OH FUCK!!!!" right into his face and his friend (or girlfreind) stared at me. it was a TOTAL slip of the tongue + a SUPER FAST reaction of mine.. in my head was " oh my god, what did i just say?!?!" and the next 'clever' thing i did was take more napkins for them to wipe the mess i made and for the guy to clear his pants. then i apologised profusely.. LIKE DUH!~ i just shouted a FOUR LETTER F word INTO, and i really meant I N T O his face. eurgh. how embarrssing! count myself lucky that vjc was nice. she actually smiled to me and said "nah, it`s really ok.." if it was some other friggin VJC girls, they`d probably scream and yell right back at me. so far.. all the VJC girls that came were either a total SLUT or the frigging "i-am-the-customer, so-i-am-always-right" kinda person.. yes.. believe it OR NOT. victoria junior college girls. eurgh. they aint bimbos but they're definitely big time sluts (this sentence is based on certain attitude and personality problems ONLY). Xb serious kays.

anyhoos, met ANOTHER half thai half singaporean guy. in his twenty (haha~). AND HE IS A CHEF! and erm.. hah~ luvena says he likes me. SHE THINKS. and i emphasize on the word THINK. well, WE think he likes luvena. and, yes, he LIKES luvena. muahahahaha!~ Xb and there is this malaysian chef who treats me VERY NICE (or maybe treats luvena even nicer?) and i like him ALOT. he is sooooo nice to me. like.. whatever i need, i just call out "AH HOCK! HELP ME TAKE! (in chinese)" and he comes to my rescue. muahahahaha~ so nice right? i am NOT making use of him. but it is because.. the rest are all helping luvena!!! how nice right!? yes yes yes.. ALL of them treats luvena better than they treat me. except the female manager (cuz she says luv very messy) and ah hock.. I THINK. yet again.. i emphsize on the word THINK. that manager danny is SOOOO bias. treats luvena like a pearl dug out from many shells and me? a STONE. and i dont mean gem stone. those stone, pebbles, rock that kinda stuff. so IDIOTIC RIGHT? just because i am U G L I E R . but oh well.. the rest treats us equally BUT.. extra care for luvena because... ahem* excuse me.. haha~ NO COMMENTS. not bad-mouthing luvena. wakakakakakaka~


voila. i am ending here. what?! it is already THREE in the morning! i havta work on the wednesday. haha~ like.. what has it got to do with 'today`s'(or issit yesterday`s?) sleep?!? oh well.. must replenish my energy. i am lucky to have two days off.. i am becoming so much of a workaholic. whenever pasta mania needs workers, i`d just agree.. unless they cant get me..OR when i have band days. =] happy to hear that aye? i rejected the 11 hour offer for this saturday just because of alumni band! -claps- hopefully, i wont be TOO shagged. cuz i`d be working till 11+ the day before. and.. like.. when i reach home, finished bathing and all.. it`ll already be 12+ to 1. eurgh. i am so gonna be a piece of... torn and tattered paper?! makes no sense.. oh wellos.. good nights and sleep tight. loving you people millions. sugar dreams! muah*

2:03 AM;