i am gonna be a voluntary worker when i grow a lil older.
gonna work for the elderly AND the orphans. how bout that?!
well.. i said i was gonna be miss perfect. an SHEENA,
miss universe DOES NOT do voluntary work.
maybe SOME.. but not all right?
being pretty and intelligent does not mean they are kind hearted!!
gotcha! so yea.. i am gonna do boluntary work and be a nice person.
and improve my.. erm.. looks.. and and and..
alot more to improve on. rarrgh.
i am so bored.


I miss ALON AND MATTAN!!! not so much of amihaine and gom gom..

haiz. i am so happy that alona and mattan actually remembers US*.
and what, gomgom hardly recognises us. amihaine.. we din really communicate much.
only that photo and.. erm.. lil bit of talking.
well.. for alon and mattan. they were doing so much of the sesame sauce.
playing with it and all. hahahahahhahahahah~ so cute.
sheena, listen. ALON IS MINE! hahahahahahahahahahhah~
i am going nuts about this. rarrgh! they are like friggin rich..
guess what? a girl named ronnie, spent almost US$1000 in a week.
how bout that? and.. adriel's baby eliya, bought a camera especially for this trip.
and his father went into the shop and said "give me the best camera in the shop"
bought the camera and left. and what? eliya is one of the poorest in the group of israelis that came. like.. WHAT THE HELL?!?! i wanna be someone rich. someone who spends money like erm.. sand?

haiz. truth be told, my family is on the verge of breaking down.
we are almost broke. even 10 cents to my parents, are good money.
hahahahahahahahah~ how sweet. i am working and my pay is gonna be so totally low.
know why? i only worked 4 days in 2 weeks.
how high can my pay be? bah. oh wells.

and yaay! luv, sheena, cat and me will all be working in pp!
like.. all together!

whoopeedeedoo!!

how fun can that be? and i am assigned to work with luvena on thursday and friday.
yes, TOGETHER.. well.. i prefer to work with her than that SABRAN..
who thinks i am a lil innocent girl. i've yet to show my mask.
i`m just acting angelic. muahahahahahahahaha!~
but seriously, i dont talk much if i dont know the person well..
that`s me. what to do right?!?!

yawns. i just realised.. some guys are friggin jerks, dorks..
whatsoever the girls` call em.
its like.. beauty is only skin deep!
why do they only go for looks?!?!? WHY?!
or breasts.. aka BOOBS/TITS.
eurgh. i must find someone like nick.
or bomber.. or alon. wahahahahahahahahahahahah~
(the fact that he actually initiated to hug me when they were already leaving..)
weeeee~ that feeling was great. absolutely.. magnificent.. fabulous..
too bad sheena din get to hug him cuz lil sheena was SHY... awww~
muahahahahahahahahah~
alonalonalonaloalonalonalonalonalonalon.

yawns. i am getting a lil tired..
i worked 7 hours today. but was fun..
meet new colleagues. and there is this 18 year old chef.
18 year old and what.. CHEF.. hmmmm~
i like.. can cook.. muahahahahahahahahah~
like. i cant cook for nuts and balls sake`s.
well.. i din wanna flaunt this but oh well..
eric was pulling strings. hahahahahahahahahahah~
thanks mr funghi/algae specs. i appreciated it.
BUT, cat, luv, sheena, zhian, em, I AM GONNA STAY SINGLE.
i dont need a ring. i dont need a man. i just need better brains & looks.
to be a successful woman, must have brains!!!
i am miss independant/perfect. muahahahahahahahah~


so.. so long, till now!!!
blessed be and make love, NOT war!


10:48 PM;





help.. i am still at home when i am supposed to be in school. i decided to skip verma's lesson.. hahaha~ so here i am blogging.. Xb i actually woke up late.. like 7 o clock.. and my classmate benny actually gave me a wake up call. he gave me 32 missed calls.. :c but.. i put my phone on silent mode!!! sorry berns.. i am really absolutely terribly sorry.. but thanks for that effort!!! =] love ya loads! *mwah

btw, the israelis came to view our food and nutrtion lesson yesterday. we cooked loadsa good food for them.. like.. the malay lontong was done by farhana and sheena.. the indian delicacies done by shanu, taz, munah and faezah.. the teh tarik gang, mokhsein, syafiq, naif and kenneth.. last but NOT least.. luvena being the leader, zhian, emily and me, did the peach strudel.. which turned out to be their FAVOURITE and HOT dish.. =] each of them at least had 2 servings or more of that pathetically small piece that was given. haha!~ it was really fun.. there was this guy trying to tell me about "why dont you put the peach inside and bake with the thing?" i answered him.. but i reckon he hardly knows what i am saying. haha!~ furthermore, they cooked for us.. nono, not they.. those enthusiastic ones. the rest were like.. PLAYING CARDS outside the home econs room.. they were so cute. that guy with shoulder length hair. he made pitabread for us.. muahahahahaha.. cant deny his hair smells better than mine. some fruity herbal essence i guess.. it smelt SOOOOO fruity.. haha!~ Xb and and and.. sheena like alon. the one who is really friendly. not good looking though. they took a photo together.. and he cupped sheena's shoulder. but sheena moved away.. haha~ stupid. i like arihaine. that kinda nerdy kinda loner guy. zhi an likes GUY. yah, that is his name. that really cute afro. he is the most outstanding one because of his afro hair. all of us touched and "caressed" his hair. muahahahahaha!! XD he actually cupped my waist. then everyone was like "whoa! jei.." but he later let go, knowing that we werent that used to their open-ness.. and and and.. all of us took a WHOLE group photo with them.. and we were kinda demented.. last group shot was the fun shot, and led by mattan, we all pulled afro guy's hair. muahahahahahahah!~ poor boy. that part was so totally amusing. lastly, sheena asked arihaine to take a shot with me.. weee!!!~ he is a nerd. NOT those hot *pssssh* guy. but i like him cuz he is very nice.. but not outstanding that kind.. know?!?! yeah.. then sheena ask him to hold my back. LIKE HELLO?!?! IN CANTEEN? teachers? students? SIAO ARH...
no brains. no wonder e-mail put scattered_brain.
hopefully, we'd get another day with them. but.. stupidly, they put the fun israelis with the boring sec 3s. eurgh.
but anyhoos, there was this girl.. named sharon, short and.. eurgh.. whatsoever la.. she was SO OH MY FREAKING SHIT. she actually secretly ate shanu's crackers.. YOU KNOW?!?! when we weren't supposed to touch the food. then the a couple of female israelis looked at her.. then she "shhhh.. *put finger on lips*" but unknowingly, LUVENA, SHEENA, ZHI AN, EMILY and ME, was staring at her. well.. that ISN`T the worst part.. the worst thing was, she ate half of the cracker and put the other half back. HELLO?!?!?! do you have brains or you do not have brains?!?! eat secretly then eat the whole thing la!?!?!? still put back! dammit. she is a TOTAL BRAINLESS CUM DISGRACE to our school. know that? DISGRACE. eurgh. man.. what is this school coming to?!
sheesh.. this is making me go nuts. band.. the students... NERDS.. bengs and lians.. and.. KAWAII sluts. tah la tah la tah la~

7:56 AM;





catherine tay. just bare with everything.
the rocking band WILL be BACK.
yaay. multiply by like.. an INFINITY.
the twe now, think they rock.
which is so untrue.
its not that i wanna criticize them or whatsoever.
but i mean.. they're not even half as NICE and caring as the band before.
if they WERE in our (cat and me) batch,
they'll realise how fucking fake they are.
their fucking fake smiles. -ask cat
their SARCASTICALLY(spelling) forced welcomes.
the i-am-a-fucking-great-musician personality
well.. we say so much.. complain so much..
yet all they do is make it worst.
but oh well.. who'd like these complaints anyway?
however, complaints are meant to make something better than NOW.
i complain, you guys SHOULD do something bout it to make me satisfied with it yea?
isn't it true? -ask zat
zat will understand what i am saying. C;
i LOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEE the syf band.
and i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO missing them. RIGHT CAT?
simply seeing malorie, cheryl, eugene and my 'baby' timothy (yes, i did a wedgie!)
just perks me and brightens my whole day up!
its like seeing sunshine even it isnt there.
like "its sunshine after the rain" kinda stuff..
oh man.. i am still SOOOOOOOOOOOO missing them.
like multiply by an infinity.
and they'll be back!! cat!!! they will, they will!
whoopeedeedoo!
i want to see the syf2003 band. ASAP. play with them and touch my flute the very last time?
and seriously, i dont think i wanna play for syf 2005.
i am not that clever. i'll needa study.
furthermore, the band i play for is not who i wanna play for.
you people who hate me (fr0m band) would probably say
"who will need you to play anyway?"
you know what?! I DON`T GIVE A FUCK if you hate me.
cuz i DON`T fucking like you either.
please pardon me my loved ones. i don`t mean to use vulgarities. :c
and yah. the twe. HA HA HA. all efforts DOWN the DRAIN,
eugene and J. yeap.. you get what i mean?
uh huh. though their tone, technicality and musicality(i think) there..
their not even united. YES, no unity.
it shouldnt even be called a band.
or an ensemble.according to the dictionary,
an ensemble means "thing view as a WHOLE"
well.. my batch got the temasek wind ensemble name.
i think.. for the present batch, they should just change it back to temasek symphonic band
UH HUH.
yes, i am being straight forward. NO, i am not bias.
i`ve never been bias.
so don`t say its because i am born and i live with my batch, that`s why i like them better.
the present batch CAN make me like them. but they aint doing anything.
so, we(cat and me) would continue being NEUTRAL towards present band.
we don`t hate you.. but, we don`t like you either.
so oh well. playing for the concert is only for the sake of the alumni members.
YES, the ALUMNI members.
and, i don`t think they even count us(cat and me) as members of the band anymore.
know why?!
there would be a don`t-know-what gathering at SAS later in the day.
there would be ALL sec 3s and ALL sec 4 na pupils.
WHY AREN`T WE INFORMED BOUT IT?!
jing kai, YES, he told me bout it.
joshua, YES, he asked me bout it.
WHERE are the people from twe?
nono, i should say.. "oh, i'm probably not a 'bandit' no more! yaay"
should i break myself free from this so called family already?
i still care bout them. but what, they don`t give a fuck about me.
if i don`t care, :
i will not even be bothered if there is any band practices.
i will not even be bothered whether there is aa gathering for us.
i will not even be bothered bout the reputation of the band.
i will not even be bothered to practise my flute.
i will not even be bothered about anything concerned to band ANYMORE!
RARRGH.


i still remember this conversation with cat
ME: "cat, today we go back to band together kays? then we practise.."
CAT: " WHAT?! you still wanna go back for band with this kinda results?!?!?!?"
ME: "what`s wrong?"

and i still remember the day i stepped into band room, came out, and cried.
went in, played my flute... all the passers by who walked pass me, as though i wasnt there..
kept my flute, walked out, gave kk forced smile..
walk into the "dark alley", tears burst out and flowed down my pimply cheeks.


all these for what?
TEMASEK WIND ENSEMBLE.

and what fuck am i to them?




an insignificant band member.

~being me, LYNN



1:36 AM;





bitches, sluts, whores, basturds, knuckleheads, shitheads, bullcrabs LISTEN UP.
what is wrong with you copying pictures from my blog?
issit so fun? why don`t you be me instead?
since you`re cloning my blog and making it yours.
why not clone me too? then the whole world would be FULL OF ME.
HOW FUN!
clapclap*
at least save some originality and NOT do copying.
you low-life craps.
why dont you just FIND pictures for yourself?
MORONS.
be idiosyncratic and prototype like ME.
HAHA~
you act jap/punk/hiphop/cool/cute/BIG eyed piss people off.
aNd bY tYpiNgX lIkE tHAt wOn`T cHaNgE tHe fAcT tHaT yOu`Re NOT cUtE. or howw bout tHish? euu FREAKING crapXs.
use short forms but i don`t change spellings.and the capital letters are used only in the beginning of sentences.don`t tell me you`ve never been in primary school?!?!
well, luvena, hope you`ll kick the habit soon.
not insulting you though. you aint using it as often as certain freaks.freaks use freaking freaky languages.
dumbass.
to: the people who piss people off
freak you for being freaks. bloghoppers, lalala, whoever who gets to read this, don`t tag me if you`re out to quarrel and argue with me OR you wanna lambaste and leave anonymous messages, FORGET IT. i won`t do a SHIT about it. cuz you people have NO life. get it?
BOO!~ ONE MESSAGE SENT.


i`ll either bite and rip your head off or stuff a BIG purple brinjal up YOUR ass if you don`t stop copying. XD wait!!! and and and.. i`ll cut your testicles and make you eat them. it'll replenish your sperms! (but sad thing is, you WON`T have nuts. how bout replacing it with ping-pong balls?)


you pingpong heads[to both gender blog-copiers].
your brains are as small as ping pong balls and its AIRY inside.


leaving me `flustered~
RARRGH!!!~


11:07 PM;





oh hello kids! hehs.. today, i will be writing bout yesterday. excited? well.. all i wanted to say is :
working is fun, except for doing closing maintainence in pasta mania.
weeee..the staffs are sorta mental.. the ones i worked with are simply techno freaks.
which is so NOT me.
hahs.. and it was like.. pretty cool working.. to serve people..
and actually get free meals because you're working there?
hey! i had to eat a 7 inch haiwaiian pizza all alone! and a cup of vanilla coke.
mmMmm.. how satisfying. it was woolala~
but after that.. had to clean all the parmesan cheese container,
wipe the tables, sweep and then mop the floor.
clean the baby sits, clean nozzles of the salt, pepper and chiili flakes.
woo.. sounds like tough work? eurgh, definately!
but well, i am still under training.
though i know quite alot already. fast learner, slow worker. hurhur~
and and and.. i'd be working this sunday with luvena!!!
yaay! actually, they din wanna put us together.. but..because..
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~ (shush shush).. uh huh!
we were being put together!!! awww.. so sweet aye? hehs..
oh wells.feel free to drop by at pasta mania this sunday.
i'd be most willing to serve you. =] its LYNN at YOUR service.


and soon, id be getting a new phone! darn my 3200. its killing me.
and new specs. i dont want fungus specs like eric's.. hurhurs~
and money to give my beloved parents who are currently not-so-rich..
and money for my future/birthday! weeee.. =]



anyhoos, THIS is about what i did TODAY... i am so spasticated. eurgh.
hehs.. went to orchard paragon's foreign market to get apples..
with sheena, emily, luvena and zhian..
yes, APPLES. only that its supposed to be in syrup.(making apple strudel toms)
and so, we failed. no apples in heavy syrup. change to peaches instead.
furthermore.. we accompanied sheena to get her stupid application form..
to work in orange julius.. and so we walked..
and asked kiosk after kiosk for application form to work..
they asked us to walk further and further and further..
and finally, we reached the liat buliding. erm. 17th floor.
JUST FOR application form. HOW NICE.
from one end of orchard road to another. HAHS.
stupid sheena. eurgh. then went to parkway sent eat and all..

blah blah blah.

and so emily sacrificed herself and sheena MIGHT get the job..

now for the really spastic part..

hahs.

i was pretty bored just now..
so i decided to bathe.. but.. yeah..
from much persuasion from myself.. i prepared my shirt, pants and ya,
UNDIES.. so i put everything in the bathroom..
BUT, i was holding my undies.. for dont-know-what-reason..
and so, i took the camera and took narcissistic photos as usual.
but suddenly, i decided to do something different.
i did a wedgie. HAHA. yeap..
i wore my undies on MY HEAD. erm..
then.. i acted cute and then.. erm. took photos of myself..
yes, with that underwear ON my head. so i looked at the photos.
my oh my. do i look cute in it! HAHA.
so i showed it to my second sister.
who unfortunately wants to keep it and paste it on her blog.
so we were laughing at it. we were going MENTAL. made a din..
hurhurs~ and so, she was under the table trying to keep the cam away from me.
so i refused to let her out and made her stay in her small cramped space.
hahs. man, im feeling really dumb right now.
so eventually, i got hold of the cam and looked at the pictures one last moment.
darn, am i crazy or i am crazy?
why the hell did i take those photos? rarrgh. HAHA.
the photos were like those big eyed doll.. you know..
those SUPER act cute kind? except..
the UNDERWEAR..
hahs.. it looked quite cute though! hurhurs~
cuz it kinda felt like i was wearing a hat. HAH! Xb
and the two holes that were meant for the theighs,
i let my hair flow out from it.. so it looked like some..
friggin styled hair with a "hat".. hehs.
go on, LAUGH AT ME.
this is supposed to tickle you. HAHA.. XD


now, imagine.. HAHA!!!


oh wells.. this is me..
guys.. hear this and get freaked out.. YES, this IS me.
i am so spastic and i dont know why. hehs.

had fun though..

laughing is a good cure for depression.

make me YOUR cure. i AM your medicine.

spstiacally yours, LYNN. -smiles-





1:14 AM;





YAAY! straight after the singapore idol , i am blogging!
AT LAST!!! jerry is voted out! man.. you could hear the thousands of everybody else's
fans cheering when they heard the results. HAHAHA. well.. he deserved it. i think.
i mean. why persuade people to vote for you just to keep you in the competition?
only he thinks he is competent. he might be a nice guy. but.. asking friends to vote for you so that you can be the singapore idol aint a good thang . even he became the singapore idol, nobody would support him. only those who are supporting him NOW. hahs.. oh my.. sylvester sim is so cute. cant take it. ONE DAY!!! i WILL meet him.. well.. hopefully.. at least. =] hehs.
i am sure everyone would be glad to hear that jerry has been voted out. i mean.. you people have long waited for this day yea? good.. good..
and and and.. both cat and i are going back for the concert band. because alumni coming back. hahahah.. but.. she aint sure if she has got a clarinet.. so.. will someone do something about it? =]
off stage
yaay. yaay. yaay.


anyway, i have put on weight. OH MY GOSH. 2 kg. fat. i am getting SO FRIGGING FAT.
hey, dont tell me i am not, i am. from 42 kg to 44kg. fugging shat! oh no. i am almost as heavy as rick. and as short as myself. wtf! dammit. i needa lose some weight. decided to keep myself in track. HAHAHA. if i can wake up early to go jog or swim.. hee.. well.. i am not exactly FAT.. but.. i am the fattest in my family. EXCLUDING my parents of course. i wanna be slim. not JUST NICE. HAHAHA. well.. as i said.. i aim to be miss perfect yea? no need miss universe. miss perfect would do just fine for me. =] hurhurs~ oh wellos. i am growing sidewards, flabby.. all in all.. i am heavier. wont say fatter. if not cat will say i am paranoid or something. haiyo.. i dread fats. eurgh. nevermind!

_`puttingonweight**
imma laughing stock. blaggh.
oh....... my love......... my darling.......... lala lala lala. sylvester sim........... MY ONE AND ONLY. HAHAHA. Xb

9:03 PM;





i am hogging the computer at such a late hour..
THAT LIZARD. yes.. it came into my room again.
and the last time it did that was.. that time..
the only thing that is missing is the phone call from him.
this is almost a dejavu. if he was on the phone talking to me.
it's crazy. i'm still actually talking bout him.
i should be hating him for what he has done and what he left me with.
a puddle of tears. oh well. at least i've straightened out..
imma wise! =] or am i ?
i'm kinda stupid. what cat said is true but i wont totally agree with her.
she has her reasons and i have mine.
haven you heard...?
"it takes a day to like someone, a week to be crazy over someone,
a month to be with that someone, and a year to forget someone" ?
or probably.. yearS.. with the S.. uh huh.
i wanna run through through the jungle with the wind in my hair.
forget all this crazy thoughts of wanting it back.
yah, no more "I WANT YOU BACK" like he said it.
it was only a matter of 3 days that he changed his mind.
yes. 3 days. and he sounded so serious when he said it. WILD.
i wonder if any guys feel guilty doing this fuck to girls.
but luckily, i forgive and forget. i'm trying to be great.. HAHAHA..
i'm changing myself for the better.. since i'm not good enough.
i wannabe miss perfect. YES, miss perfect.
but still, everyone is a broken bucket.
everyone leaks a lil water, everyone has at least a flaw. =]
forgive me if i've done evil unto you.
i've sinned, and you did too.
by taking revenge wont do good to any parties.. so might as well..
forget it, treat it as a obstacle that you HAD to take.
and then, train yourself to make yourself better than before!
wise aint i? anyhoos, I LOVE SYLVSTER SIM.
therefore, i announce mr sylvester sim and mrs lynn sim HUSBAND AND WIFE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . . . . WILD THOUGHTS.
anyhoos, i've got myself a job at parkway parade pasta mania. =]
stupiefied? flabbegasted? YES, LYNN IS GONNA WORK.
hopefully i will work. i'll probably flustered if i had to wash all the dishes for ONLY 30 minutes.
go there support me! mUahaAhahHAhAHah.. this is crazy.
i am actually gonna work. - -ll know why?
occupy time and make myself get serious. o_O?
as in do things seriously and not.. namby pamby kinda person..?
and maybe imma gonna take up wushu?
anyone interested join with me. or, tell me where to find a good SHI FU.
see? lynn is already changing! YOU SHOULD TOO!
YAAY. support mrs sim.
man this is gonna be a tough year. HAHAHAH.


~immagoingalildemented**
loving mr sylvester sim.

1:12 AM;





today was a great day. pleasant. magnificent. fabulous. absolutely fun. like duh~

know why?
i went out with MY people. oh man.. you'll never know how great fun it is.
you people never experienced this. to those un-cool bandits.
hurhur. i love my batch people and the one before mine. they rock a whole lot.
we all love each other. yaay.
i long for the band concert. I AM WAITING FOR IT.
well. since the new committee aint doing a thing bout the alumni band,
J is planning it all yea? and i am sure it will be the MOST planned and organised one.
maybe with some help from zat and gang.. C; hehs.
i love you guys man. i love you guys!
watched resident evil: apocalypse. ooh, i love that word.
apocalypse. sound so.. stylish. and and and..
we celebrated eugene's 3 weeks late birthday!
we "surprised" him. he was tou-ched by our .. whatever you call that..
how you say "SI XING" in english? someone do a translation over here eh..
hahs.. laughed alot. well.. what do you expect?
zat was there. with zat, there wouldnt be a time where there aint no craps.
guess what? i wore this shirt that had these really "kewl" crystal-like.. crystals(?)on it..
he was like.. "OH MY GOD!!.. this is so ..DON'T tell me its stuck on the shirt!!!!"
you should look at his face. it was so funny you could fall and roll on the floor laughing non-stop.
and i LOVE that face. hahs..
whoopeedeedoo!!! band concert is in like a few months time.
this anxiety that runs in my blood is making me so excited! YAAY!

last but not least.. i went to the lime 8th birthday party today.. it wasnt exactly fun..
but i enjoyed myself.. grooving to the music.. LOOKING AT CUTIES!!!
SYLVESTER SIM! ooh my gosh, he is SO cute! i could drop and faint and die before him.
MY SINGAPORE IDOL! i love him to bits and pieces.
not forgetting CHRISSYPOO! gosh.. he really has an wholly gorgeous smile.
it just perks me up to see someone smile like that! so cute. eurgh.
i WISH they reside in my area.. so i could use a binoculars and peep at them ALL DAY.
man.. i really WISHED. hahHAhahhAhaHAhaha..
well.. and for jerry.. it was a practical sad sad situation for him.
EVERYONE was BOO-ING at him!!!! so sad!!! they din realise that how much it'd hurt to do that.
they din put themselves in his shoes. mean. one word. MEAN.
hahs. at least i cheered for him. though i don't really think he'll survive the idol think.
look at the un-supporters.tsk tsk tsk..
well.. all the best to all the singapore idols. although they wont have much of a chance to read this.
hAhAhAHHAHAhAhHahahHAh.. I LOVE CHRISSYPOO AND SYLVESTER.
YOU GUYS ROCK. sylvester is so gonna be my boyfriend. imma gonna make him MINE.
ALL MINE. HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH !

dang!~ what a dream *slapsmyselfintoreality*
anyway, i love sylvester. WHO SAYS VAMPIRES CAN`T SMILE?


-vampirescansmile- ^v v^
loving sylvester. LYNN FU... i am going a lil demented over here.


11:06 PM;





YAAY! alas!!! the more petrifying papers are over... weEeEe..!!!
the symptoms of stress are all over my face - PIMPLES.
man.. don`t take a closer look.. you`ll probably faint when you get a sight of those imps.
they`re horrific and horribly horrible.. - -ll okays..
anyhoos, the papers are unexpectedly easy. not that easy though.
its an in between easy and difficult.
wish me loadsa luck! -BREAKMYLEG!-
mUAHhaHAhahhAHhaHA.. take a break.. imma gonna take a kit kat!
whoopeedeedoo!!!


~ONE life LIVE it___
lovethemeialwayswillbe..

i am gonna become stronger than HE left me with.. KAYS PEE`POO? cheer up whoever`s out there who thinks they lead a melancholic life and all they do is wallow in self-pity.. CHEER UP!

4:33 PM;





exams are round the corner. yah, AND SO? and so, and so, and so, and so?
i am still HERE. C; hAHhAHAhHAHAHAHAh.. GREAT.


i am singing avril lavigne's happy ending..
*applause*
'thank you thank you.' *AHEM*
dang dang dang dani dani dang dangi dang....
let`s talk this over, it`s not like we`re dead..
was it something i did? was it something you said?
don`t leave me hanging in a city so dead, held up so high on such a breakable thread..

you were all the things i thought i knew..
and i thought we could be...

you were everything everything that i wanted..
we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it..
all of the memories so close to me just fade away..
all this time you were pretending, so much for my HAPPY ending.

it`s nice to know that you were there.
thanks for acting like you care..
making me feel like i was the only one..
it`s nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as it for(?!?!?)
and letting me know that we were tall(?!?!? HAHAH?!?!?)

HE was everything,everything that i wanted. (seriously, he was - -ll)
we were meant to be supposed to be but HE lost it..
all of the memories so close to me just fade away..
all this time you were pretending, so much for my H A P P Y ending.

crowd BOOS...
*boo!* "get off the stage you gorgon!!!"


-walkaway,fadeaway,DON`Tevercomeback-
don`t turn back at me only when you have no one to turn to.
Y O U LIED.






`NO MORE I WANT YOU BACKS~___
i won`t trust any feeble princes no more! wEeEeeE.. i am turning crooked.
you`ve paved my life awry.
yet all i can do is tolerate and soliloquize in clandestine.


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