and so.. i am going to taiwan.. yes.. NOT TOMORROW.. muAkakakakkAkAK.. date changed.. 19th of june to 1st of july..
heh heh.. kewl eh.. Xb woo hoo! dun even think id have enough money to spend. who wanna donate some money to the.. poor?! please give it to ME! oh well.. hope i dun die or get hurt there.. like.. some earthquake or what.. CHOI!!! TOUCH WOOD!!! TOUCH WOOD!!! or even.. encounter some.. ghostly stuffs.. CHOI!!! everyone please PRAY HARD FOR ME. i have plane phobia.. i scared of ghost. i scared i might die without saying goodbye. i scared i might die without having the feel of what a wst kiss is..!!! i am MOST AFRAID OF LOSING MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!! NoNonOno!!! i cant die just yet. i am too young to die yet. i go there to enjoy one!! so please pray man.. I BEG YOU! freaky.. wat if i find a dead body under my bed?!?!? CHOI!!!OH MY FUGGIN SHIT! this is friggin me out. ok. i beg u.. all of u pray for me!!! :s erk.. weEeEEee..
ok.. now let me describe the fun part. I CAN SHOP SHOP AND.. SHOP NON STOP!!! wEeEeeE.. -bOing boiNg boInG- go sight seeing.. GO TO THE THEME PARK!!! YaAy!!! the theme park there includes both water rides like those slides and crap la.. and electrical rides like those roller coaster crap.. C; fun eh?! weEeEeEe.. but it cost a LOT of BOMBS. like.. 40 plus bucks.. like.. jaw dropping eh?! but we'll be playing the whole day!! wEeEeEE..!!! it is juz like.. going both pasir ris wild wild wet and escape theme park.. which costs like.. 34 bucks?! so i mean.. it is around the same price lo.. only that taiwan has more rides.. of course.. that explains the price.. Xb lAlaLalAla..

so.. if i am gone (both ways:to heaven CHOI CHOI CHOI!!! and to taiwan).. id miss all of ya a whole lot!!! mwAh mWah mWah*

and for my homeworks.. FUG THE SH!T HELL!!! i haven done any.. the fug word so cute eh..!! gotta know the spelling of it from gunbound!! wEeEEeE.. so fun.. gunbound rawks!! hAHhAhahAhHhahHAhahA.. i can play the whole night man.. yeah.. for the fuggin f&n project.. go to hell. argh. i am so worried bout it but i have no idea where to start man. like.. so many 'red ink art' on my project lor. wth! i dun think i can finish it BEFORE i go overseas... so how how how?! hAiz.. sings out: "somebody saaavvvvveee meeee..!!!"

~waiting for THE ONE~
lYnN fU o%o livin in a world of euphoria, dementia and utopia! but i am lacking love..o%o
darn.. heh heh.. Xb . : : b l a c k g o t h v o o d o o d o l l : : .
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its been a while since i last updated my blog yeah..? heh.. oh well.. here i am again.. and.. yes.. i am going to taiwan, on the 14th to 28th of june.. as sheena announced.. and.. i will be NOT playing for the musical.. :.c i am so disappointed! i wanna perform for the musical.. but.. since i not going for the rehearsals, what posotion am i in to go and perform rwite?! hAiz.. oh well. my tone is getting airy. sucks totally. i needa bring the james gallway disc to taiwan?! listen non stop. mUAHhahahHAhhahahHa.. i love to be one of the best flautists in the band. but it seems that i am lacking in that. first is timothy, which no one can beat.. then florence.. and id say pin yi and pei yee.. are the thirds, who can play well technically but not much of the musical part. hAix. and so.. i am the forth one now. well.. why am i even talking bout this?! everyone knows it all rwite? hAiz.. :c i have the passion for music. yes i do. i guess.. everyone in the band loves music alot.. but lacks the knowledge of what it really is. i was comparing myself to the st pats guys in tone, tchnique and all.. i really suck man.. argh. and i have really tried hard to improve on my flute stuffs.. i suck in both academics and music. mr glosz did say.. people who are studious wont be too much of a musical person. and people who are musical.. arent too inclined in studying.. timothy is not!!! he is inclined in both. UNFAIR!!! on the contrary, i am all of the opposite.. :c this is a sad sad situation. i am ugly, stupid, retarded. i have no bright future. i have no interest in studying. i am not that inclined in music. i have no good figure. i am ugly. so what can i aspire to be when i am far far far away from... lets not say perfect.. i'll use the word good then. what will my ambitions be? copies 'body odour' :"what will 'i' be 10 years from now?" where would i be and all that crap.. oh well.. as i said in the band room that day.. 'she is (brackets)so who cares.' *shrugsandraisesonebrow* quote quote. *smiles* that's all for the day!!!

i peep at THE ONE with the corner of my eye.
THE ONE looks and smiles.
OH MY GOD. i am fainting.

mUHAhahahHHhhAHahHAhAHahhAH.. WOW. down with bengs and mats!!! Xb up with musicians, dancers, hockey players.. and KUNG FU FIGHTERS! "choodo chop" haaaaaiii-yaah! yeah!

. : : b l a c k g o t h v o o d o o d o l l : : .
~ihavetolearntobeindependantandstandonmyownfeet~
lYnN fU-livin in a world of euphoria, dementia and utopia.. and centuria?? mUAHhahHaHA..-
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